heâd normally be tucked away, engaged in some project, but her senses told her that he was up to something else.
She rose and quietly walked through their neat, spare home, located at the top of a semicircular block of similar houses in West Brattleboro. It had been Willyâs when heâd lived on his own, and in large part remained so, at least in spirit. Of Willyâs multiple demons, one was a quasi-obsessional need for cleanliness and a lack of possessions, which Sam thought stemmed from his past or his occupation, or both. Either way, it resulted in an environment in which Sam certainly, and Emma by proxy, had to step with some care. Willy wasnât overbearing about itâhe made an effort not to show his near-visible discomfort. But he would tidy up behind them, which in a way was a blessing. Sam hadnât touched a broom, a rag, or even washed the dishes since moving in.
A friend had asked her if any of this made her feel like a guest in her own home. But that was where Samâs emotional needs almost perfectly complemented Willyâs. Given a youth of chaos, violence, and confusion, where sheâd craved not being at the center of a whirlwind, here she cherished inhabiting a neutral space. For her, their neat-and-tidy home amounted to a haven of calm.
By instinct, she went directly to Emmaâs halfway-open door and peered in, not surprised to see Willy lying stretched out on the rug, parallel to the crib, staring meditatively at the slowly revolving mobile hanging over his daughterâs sleeping form.
Without a word, Sam slipped through the doorway and lay next to him, hooking a pinkie finger around his.
He turned his head toward her. She stayed quiet, looking back. When the two of them had gotten together, years ago, no one except Joe had given them hope. Joe, typically, hadnât even registered surprise. This Sam had interpreted as the one vote of confidence she might have actively sought out otherwise. Willy hadnât expressed any need for acceptance, of course, but she thought that he, too, had appreciated Joeâs blessing.
It wasnât lost on her that two grown adults had wanted the approval of a man who was not a family member and was also their boss. But such was the nature of what their small squad had becomeâversus their actual families.
By extension, however, it occurred to her that even Joeâs opinion no longer mattered now. Emmaâs arrival had marked a passage toward independence and self-confidence, if one occasionally jarred by doubt. She and Willy worked hard to maintain a balance within this house, even encouraged by the challenges that had hounded them since youth.
âIce cream?â he whispered to her.
They moved to the kitchen, where she let him prepare two small bowlsâfrozen yogurt for her, a cloying and layered concoction of Cherry Garcia, nuts, sprinkles, and maple syrup for him.
âHowâs the campaign going?â he asked, busying himself.
As requested during the staff meeting at Joeâs house, Sam was trying to organize the forces at their disposal.
âItâs tricky right now,â she said. âWe have so little to go on, while we have a growing chorus of people demanding results.â
âDamn peanut gallery,â he groused.
âIâve been figuring out how many people just to assign to media relations. Joe told me that the national news guys are already pounding at the door.â
âTell him I volunteer,â Willy said. âAnd Iâll do it solo.â
âRight.â She laughed. âLike the Unabomber, maybe.â
He placed the bowls on the kitchen table and sat opposite her. âYou wanna waste manpower, be my guest. Before this is done, I have a feeling weâre gonna be yanking troops from media relations and putting them in the trenches.â
âReally?â she asked, genuinely surprised.
He looked at her knowingly. âIâm not the only one.