Free Kade Loves Alex by Krystal Holder Page A

myself
saying.  “Every time that I am not with you, I am thinking of you.” 
    “How
do you know that you love me?” she asks as she unbuckles my belt.
    I
reach behind her to unzip her dress.  I can’t stop touching her. 
“When I am driving I find myself smiling for no reason.” I say as I stare
humbly at her almost naked body.  I can’t get enough of the taste of her
lips – her skin. Like heaven.
    “I
go to sleep thinking of you.” I continue to taste her and she is gasping. I am
guessing that I cannot stop talking as a result of months of keeping my
feelings inside.  But she doesn’t seem to mind. 
    “You’re
the first thing I think about when I wake up.” I continue, removing her dress
completely and she greedily slides down my pants.
    I
settle in between her legs.  I shudder for the first time in my life as I
enter her warmth.
    And
still I continue to speak to her. “I pray for you. I cry for you.” The more I
speak the more she cries out.  I feel my body pushing in and out of
her.  The moment is entirely surreal.  I bite down on her neck when I
feel her body convulsing beneath me and she screams out as if in pain, my own
shout following right behind hers. 
    I
look down at her, trying to catch my breath.   Her lips are swollen
and her previously perfectly styled hair is wild all around my pillow. I fall
down to the bed and gather her into my arms. She is mine. 
    I
hear a loud knocking on my bedroom door and my eyes fly open.  Please
tell me that that wasn’t a dream.  I look down and my heart aches
looking down at my Alex.  Her lips are slightly parted, her leg thrown
over my waist. I reach down and touch my finger to her soft hair.  I
sniffed at it, a bad habit I had picked up from Alex.  Mmm … raspberry.
    My
bedroom door flies open and in walks Jacob.
    He
stares at me and Alex in my bed and I glare at him.  I didn’t want him to
wake Alex.  She looked so peaceful. 
    “Get
the F out!” I mouth to my idiot brother, pointing at the door behind him.
    He
grins at me and practically shouts, “Well, well, well! Isn’t this an
interesting development! ”  Alex’s eyes
immediately fly open and she jumps up, the white sheet that was around her
slipping from her shoulders. 
    I
quickly grab her and pull her back into my arms, not wanting Jacob to get even
a slight glimpse of her naked body. If I thought that I was overprotective of
her before last night I realize that I had been dead wrong.
    “Get
out!” I roar.  Most guys would have run off, but Jacob simply grins down
at us.
    “Calm
down, Mr. Caveman” he laughs, “Mom asked me to come
check on you.  It is almost lunch time.  But, don’t worry I’ll tell
her that Alex is in here with you looking as beautiful as ever I might add.”
    I
don’t know where the book came from that I hurl at his head but he ducks neatly
and walks out of my room laughing loudly.
    I
hear Alex giggling sweetly beside me and I look down at her. 
    She
looks up at me biting her lips nervously.
    “Hey,”
I smile down at her.
    “Last
night was … amazing.” She breathes the words out tracing my lips with her
fingers.  “I meant what I said. I want to be with you…” she trails off.
    “I
know you did.  And I meant every single word that I said.” I bend my head
down to hers kissing her lips gently.   She reaches up behind my neck
bringing me down to the bed.  The afternoon sun is peeking through the
windows and I remove the heavy sheets from around her body so that I can stare
at her just a little bit longer.     
    A
few hours later, Alex is showered and ready to head back home.  She is
wearing one of my T-shirts.  I thought that her prom dress was sexy, but
there is something primal about her tiny body in my oversized shirt.
    “I
hope you know that this means that you can’t go sticking your thing in
everything that can walk anymore,” Alex says as I drive her back home.
    I
grin at her. 
    We
had a long conversation after