serious and at the same time puzzled expression on her face. After a few more moments, she spoke.
âI donât hear anything.â
âI did.â
âSo what? Go lock your door.â
âI donât have a lock on it.â
âWell, he wouldnât just walk in on you, would he?â
âHe has in the past,â I lied. She was getting very impatient and very angry now. She crossed her arms over her bosom as if she had just realized she was naked.
âLook,â she said, âare you going to or arenât you?â
âI think not,â I said. âThanks anyway,â I added. She was dumbfounded. Her mouth dropped and she gave me a look of amazement.
âWhat the fuck â¦â
âIâm sorry, but I really do appreciate your coming over. Really, I do.â
âWhat are you, nuts or somethinâ â¦?â
âIâll let you get dressed now,â I said, and I got up and walked out of the room and down to the living room.
âWhoâs upstairs, Leon?â Pin asked.
âSome slut. I know what youâre going to say, but you donât have to say it. I changed my mind about her. We didnât do a thing.â
âGetting sensible in your old age, huh?â
âYeah. Who the hell knows what sheâs got by now? Everybodyâs been putting it to her.â
âIâm glad you thought of that. Iâd hate to have to give you penicillin shots.â
âI know what you mean,â I said. Just then, Marcia appeared, fully dressed again.
âWho are you talking to?â
âPin.â
âWho?â She struggled to see into the shadows. He was really back in the corner. âWhy donât you put on a light in here?â
âHe likes it this way,â I said. She stepped a little closer.
I suppose Pinâs appearance could be a bit frightening to someone who first saw him. He sat so stiffly in his chair and stared so directly ahead of him. We had given Pin some of fatherâs best suits to wear. He was dressed in a nice tweed at the time. Marcia took a few more steps into the living room. The little light coming in from the windows threw a glow over Pinâs face. When that happened, he became sort of transparent to someone first seeing him. Of course, Ursula and I were always used to it, but someone first seeing him would be attracted by that transparency. He would see right into Pinâs head, right through the skull, see the nasal passages, the teethand gums, the inner ears, the nerves of the eyes leading to the brain. Oh, yes, he would see the brain.
Anyhow, Marciaâs reaction was typical. She gasped, put her fist into her mouth, turned and ran out of the room. When she got to the front door, she turned around again and gave me the funniest look, a mixture of shock and pity. Then she rushed out and slammed the door behind her. I had to laugh. The nerve of her, a pitiful creature like that, giving me a look of pity.
âNot a very emotionally stable young lady,â Pin said.
âTo say the least. Sheâs a regular nympho,â I added and walked up to him to pull him and his chair out of the shadows. âSorry about the way she reacted. I was about to introduce you to her.â
âNo loss as far as I can see.â
âI know. I guess I was just a little curious. I wonât be doing that again.â
âMaybe you should get out more, though, mix with people your own age.â
âNaw, Iâll be all right. Really. It was just a whim. Itâs OK,â I said. Then Ursula came home. I didnât mention Marcia. As far as I was concerned, the whole affair had ended.
So I guess itâs pretty safe to say we lived cloistered lives for a long time after the death of my mother and father. A lot of boys wanted to go out with Ursula, but she didnât have the interest. I had a few dates now and then, but a great deal of my time was taken up running the