cook while I was in town. I didnât know what Travis had been thinking to arrange such comically gargantuan accommodations, but I could see why the houseâs original owners had been eager to rent out the place via Airbnb. They were probably making three times their mortgage payments in rental fees each month. In Portlandâs inflated real-estate market, cashing in was only smart.
Unfortunately, the idea of cashing in only sent me into another concern spiral. I recalled the conversation Iâd had with Tomasz and Janel about the developers whoâd attempted to take advantage of Cartoramaâs prime location, about the landlord whoâd given up on making a fortune (far too readily, if you asked me), and about the way the podâs vendors had triumphed.
I was all in favor of community action. For picketing and protesting and exerting some well-earned media pressure. But seriously? It sounded as though Janel had circulated a few petitions to save Cartorama from development, the local newscast had aired a segment on the beleaguered pod being pressured by greedy developers, and the whole endeavor had simply collapsed.
That didnât seem likely to me. Maybe the Cartorama vendors didnât have much experience with big business, but I did. The corporate world doesnât lay down for a bunch of hippies with protest signs and handwoven hemp beanies. Thereâs too much at stake for that. I doubted any real-estate development company worth its salt would have gone after Cartoramaâs land without a solid strategyâand a couple of contingency plans, too.
If one of those contingency plans had involved killing one of Cartoramaâs vendors and scaring everyone else into leaving . . .
Well, if it had, then Iâd stumbled upon it a little too publicly last night. Which was why Tomasz and/or Janel had decided to dose me with whatever poisonous substance had me swerving, sweating, and seeing double just then. I grabbed the countertop and waited for the next wave of nausea to subside.
Thatâs when, blearily, I glimpsed my cell phone. Its screen winked at me from amid the folds of a plush cable-knit throw, lying on my (short-term) houseâs living-room sofa. I was saved.
I reeled toward it while the room continued rotating. Chills raised goose bumps on my arms and legs. My mouth tasted swampy, my tongue cottony, my teeth fuzzy. Yuck. It was just like a murderer to target my taste buds. What if this attempt on my life destroyed my ability to discern a Venezuelan single-varietal chocolate from a Tanzanian Grand Cru blend? Iâd be out of a job, out of free chocolates, out of my mind with boredom.
Of course Iâd be dead, so I probably wouldnât mind.
But if I somehow survived, would my vaunted palate come through unscathed? What if it didnât? What would I do for fun, for treats, for a much-needed sense of mastery in my life?
What would I do for a funeral? I didnât even know where my own memorial should be held, I realized as I picked up my cell phone in my clumsy hands. I peered at its screen, trying to decide if Iâd rather be remembered at a beachside ash scattering or a full-out burial at sea, if Iâd prefer to be interred in the poppy fields of Normandy or laid to rest in the good ole USA.
I didnât really have a home, I remembered as my head went on pounding too hard for me to read my phoneâs screen properly. Iâd been traveling for as long as I could rememberâfirst with my parents, then on my own. Did I belong anywhere ? Maybe Iâd missed my chance to settle down in a comfy house like this one, with someone special by my side and a cocker spaniel at my feet.
The thought made me hyperventilate. Or maybe that was just another symptom of my (potential) poisoning. I wasnât sure.
Have I mentioned that my mind tends to gallop in a million directions at once? At the best of times, Iâve got a rampant monkey mind. Now, on the