âThatâs good. You never did have enough grazing land. The licks will help.â
Emily knew her mother was right. The Diamond D cattle needed all the nourishment they could get, but it irked her to have Cooper supplying it.
Gazing into her coffee cup, she said, âDaddy didnât ask me anything about Cooper. You did tell him he was back on the Diamond D, didnât you?â
âYes, I told him. I expect he didnât mention Cooper because he figures the guy is just passing through and his being here isnât going to make any difference one way or the other.â
Emily wished she could think in those terms. âI hope heâs right. I hope Cooper is just passing through, but he keeps telling me otherwise.â
âDo you think he really means to stay?â
Closing her eyes, Emily drew in a long breath, then let it out slowly. âDeep down I think this is just a passing thing with Cooper. I think the luster will wear off soon and heâll decide to hit the road again. Personally I canât wait.â
âWhy? Has he beenâforward with you?â
Opening her eyes, Emily looked at her mother. âIn what way?â
âIn any way.â
Emily grimaced. âWhy do you ask something like that?â
Rose gave her daughter a gentle smile. âDarling, the man was attracted to you at one time.â
Cooper had been attracted to her, Emily silently agreed. But the attraction had only been a physical thing, and certainly nothing strong enough to keep him here in New Mexico. âOh, Mother, that was so long ago. It doesnât mean anything now.â
âMaybe not to you. But Cooper might not have forgotten.â
âMother! Thatâs...well, I canât believe you of all people could even think such a thing!â
Rose actually laughed, surprising Emily even more.
âIt isnât really such a shocking thing,â Rose insisted. âYouâre still a young, beautiful woman. And for some reason Cooper has never married.â
âNot because of me!â
âHow do you know? Did you ask him?â
Emily gasped at her motherâs question. âOf course not! I meanâwell, I did ask him if heâd married. But that was...only because I was curious. Any self-respecting man would know Iâm still grieving over my husband.â
Sighing, Rose took another drink of coffee. âAre you grieving, honey?â
Emily stared at her mother as if the older woman had suddenly lost all her senses and morality. âMother! What has come over you? Do you think I wanted Kenneth to die?â
Seeing how offended her daughter was becoming, Rose slid from the stool and curled her arm around Emilyâs shoulder. âDarling, calm down. Iâm not thinking anything of the sort. But I am going to speak frankly to you. Because I think itâs what you need now.â
Emily went very still as she looked into her motherâs lovely face. âTalk to me frankly? About what?â
âYou. I realize down through the years I never really questioned you about your marriage to Kenneth.â
âNo. Youâve never been an interfering parent.â
Rose shook her head. âIâve tried not to be. But actually, I didnât have to ask about your marriage. I knew you werenât happy. At least, not happy the way your father and I are.â
Emilyâs gaze dropped to her lap. âNot every couple is as blessed as you and Daddy.â
Rose smiled softly. âNo. Not every couple. And I realize Kennethâs death was a dreadful shock to you. I know you would have given anything for the accident to have never happened. But thatâs not the same as the deep devastation a woman feels when she loses her soul mateââ
âBut Kennethââ
âWasnât your soul mate,â Rose finished before Emily could.
Emily opened her mouth to further protest, but then her shoulders sagged with
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