rearranged his idea about breakfast and gossip in the kitchen. For now heâd make do with coffee.
âWondered where youâd got to,â Mae said as she pulled bacon out of the refrigerator again.
âI didnât want to get in your way.â He nodded toward the coffeepot. âI thought Iâd take a cup up with me.â
âYou need fuel.â Dolores busied herself arranging a place setting across from Charity. âIsnât that right, Mae? Man canât work unless he has a proper breakfast.â
Mae poured a cup. âHe looks like he could run on empty well enough.â
It was quite true, Charity thought. She knew what time heâd come in the night before, and heâd been up and working when sheâd left the wing to oversee the breakfast shift. He couldnât have gotten much more sleep than she had herself, but he didnât look any the worse for wear.
âMeals are part of your pay, Roman.â Though her appetite had fled, Charity nipped off a bite of bacon. âI believe Mae has some pancake batter left over, if youâd prefer that to eggs.â
It was a cool invitation, so cool that Dolores opened her mouth to comment. Mae gave her a quick poke and a scowl. He accepted the coffee Mae shoved at him and drank it black.
âEggs are fine.â But he didnât sit down. The welcoming feel that was usually so much a part of the kitchen was not evident. Roman leaned against the counter and sipped while Mae cooked beside him.
She wasnât going to feel guilty, Charity told herself, ignoring a chastising look from Dolores. After all, she was the boss, and her business with Roman was . . . well, just business. But she couldnât bear the long, strained silence.
âMae, Iâd like some petits fours and tea sandwiches this afternoon. The rainâs supposed to last all day, so weâll have music and dancing in the gathering room.â Because breakfast seemed less and less appealing, Charity pulled a notepad out of her shirt pocket. âFifty sandwiches should do if we have a cheese tray. Weâll set up an urn of tea, and one of hot chocolate.â
âWhat time?â
âAt three, I think. Then we can bring out the wine at five for anyone who wants to linger. You can have your niece help out.â
She began making notes on the pad.
She looked tired, Roman thought. Pale and heavy-eyed and surprisingly fragile. Sheâd apparently pulled her hair back in a hasty ponytail when it had still been damp. Little tendrils had escaped as theyâd dried. They seemed lighter than the rest, their color more delicate than rich. He wanted to brush them away from her temples and watch the color come back into her cheeks.
âFinish your eggs,â Mae told her. Then she nodded at Roman. âYours are ready.â
âThanks.â He sat down, wishing no more fervently than Charity that he was ten miles away.
Dolores began to complain that the rain was making her sinuses swell.
âPass the salt,â Roman murmured.
Charity pushed it in his direction. Their fingers brushed briefly, and she snatched hers away.
âThanks.â
âYouâre welcome.â Charity poked her fork into her eggs. She knew from experience that it would be difficult to escape from the kitchen without cleaning her plate, and she intended to do it quickly.
âNice day,â he said, because he wanted her to look at him again. She did, and pent-up anger was simmering in her eyes. He preferred it, he discovered, to the cool politeness that had been there.
âI like the rain.â
âLike I saidââhe broke open his muffinââitâs a nice day.â
Dolores blew her nose heartily. Amusement curved the corners of Charityâs mouth before she managed to suppress it. âYouâll find the paint you needâwall, ceiling, trimâin the storage cellar. Itâs marked for the proper