knew exactly what she was going to say, especially on matters of such importance. Carl was far too good a planner to bringher smoke and mirrors; something was up. Something that pleased him, and thought it would also please her.
âAll right,â she allowed, leaning back and nodding. âYou have my attention.â
four
By the time we reached the pecan tart, Iâd gotten the ground under me, again, and was feeling kind of silly for overreacting. âDinner was, as always, delightful.â It wasâJ was a fabulous cook, and an even better conversationalist. âBut I should scootâtheyâre going to expect us in the office at Oh-god-Early again.â
J smiled briefly, honestly amused. âThe thought of you being a nine-to-fiverâ¦â
âMore like eight-to-eight,â I said, and like that was a trigger, a yawn almost cracked my jaw open, loud enough that I was embarrassed. âItâs not the company, I promise.â
âYou used to run three days without sleep,â he observed, standing to gather plates from the table. âYouâre getting old, Bonita.â
âAnd youâre getting younger,â I said, standing to helphim clear the table. A wave of exhaustion hit me, almost knocking me back into my chair.
âBonita?â J moved pretty fast for an old guy. âAre you all right?â
âYeah, justâ¦â I had to double-check to make sure what the problem was. âWow. My tank sprang a leak somewhere.â I wasnât about to tell J how much our work took out of meâit would just be another thing for him to worry about.
There is no sigh like a mentorâs sigh. âWhen was the last time you sourced, Bonnie? Not merely a hit here or there, either.â
I couldnât remember, so I just shrugged, a bit of body language that I knew would drive him crazy. Even as a kid Iâd forgotten to recharge regularlyâ¦back then, it hadnât really mattered. I could go months, sometimes, without hitting empty. Now? Two days seemed to be the max.
There were different ways to recharge, but mostly it came down to choosing between wild current, or man-made. Wild current was exactly thatâmagic that formed from a natural charge. Current ran alongside electricity, in ways we still didnât quite understand but were more than happy to use. So thunderstorms, ley lines, any focused electrons we can lay magical hands on, that was how we sourced wild current. Nick claimed he knew someone who could pull current directly from the atmosphere, but I think he was full of shit, because youâd either get so little it would be useless, or overrush your brains out and leave you a twitching, grinning wreck. No thanks.
Fortunately for us, anything that carried electricity alsocarried some amount of current. That was where man-made current came fromâmodern generators. The old stories were a crockâmodern technology didnât kill magic, it enhanced it, gave it another burst of always-accessible power in the form of generated electricity. Thank god, because I really hated sourcing wild. A portable computer or phone: that was a small hit. An apartment buildingâs electrical system: more. A power plant? Smorgasbord. Thatâs why so many of us lived in cities: 24-hour access where something was always turned on and working.
And why, every now and again, the entire power grid went dark, because some nitwit Talent had pulled too much, too hard. Bad enough to short out your own electronics. Taking down the grid got you Idiot Hall of Fame status.
âBonnieâ¦â
I smiled up at him, as innocent a look as I could manage, and he gave up. âIâll send you home, but you have to promise to recharge, all right?â
I held up my hand in solemn oath, and he believed me.
J was a master craftsman: he dropped me neatly into the middle of my living space, with only a slight wooziness that passed with a blink and