me
a line of crap about how
my father was bothered
by his daughterâs AWOL,
and how I ought to be ashamed
and maybe even blamed
for causing all the stress
and distress that might
have made
Popâs heart explode.
âWhoa, dude,â said Jake.
âNobodyâs to blame.
No offense, sir,
but itâs not
Lauraâs fault.â
âNo, itâs not,â said Pops.
âItâs not Lauraâs
fault. Itâs all the
malted milk shakes
and Tastykakes I ate.
Give Laura a break, Doc.â
âPut a sock in it,â said
Twig, as Doctor Proctor
stomped off without another word.
Pops grinned. âHi, Twig,â
he said.
Twig leaned over Popsâs
hospital bed and kissed
his bald head.
âThey said Iâm lucky
to be alive,â Pops said.
âIâm lucky, too,â I said.
âI donât know what Iâd do
without you. Seriously. Iâd be
deliriously wacked.
Theyâd have to lock me
in a padded room.â
âItâs true,â Twig said.
âSheâd be a lunatic
without you.â
Pops touched my cheek,
and we didnât speak, as
nurses squeaked
by and a baby
began to cry
from somewhere
out there.
âSo how was your
poetry tour?â
Pops asked,
and I grinned.
âCool,â I answered.
âItâs too hard to
make a
long story
short. Iâll try to
explain it
later. By
the way,
this is Jake.
He saved
my life.â
Pops was a
gentleman,
even in a
dress, and
he shook
Jakeâs hand.
âPleased to meet
you, Jake,â he said.
âThanks for
looking out for my
baby girl.
Sheâs the
only one
Iâve got.â
âNo problem,â
said Jake.
âHeâs my
best friend,â
I said, but then
Twig glared.
âAfter Twig,â
I said.
Pops rubbed
his head, a
faraway gaze
in his faded
blue eyes. âWhen
the pain in my chest
started,â he said,
âI had a vision
of you twoâ
Twig and Lauraâ
and you were
big stars, driving
fancy cars and
signing autographs.
Then I saw Mom,
right before everything
went black
with the heart attack.â
âWow,â I said,
and took a big
breath. âPow.â
I sat down
on the edge of
Popsâs bed.
âSo howâs
Mrs. Smithâs
been?â I asked.
âSame old
game,â Pops said.
âCherry pies
churning out
like flies.â
âPops works
in a pie factory,â
I explained to Jake,
no longer ashamed.
âA pie factory,â Jake said.
âCool. Free pies.â
Popsâs eyes gleamed,
and he seemed to
really be liking Jake.
âWhatâs the meaning of
the Chinese blue tattoo?â
Pops asked.
Jake smiled
and held his
arm to the light.
âDream, Believe,
Fly,â Jake said,
and then we
all got quiet
and watched
the light of Popsâs
beating heart.
Lesson 22
Never Take Your Frigginâ Soul Mate for Granted
I was back
in the House
of Crapper,
and I was
happier than ever,
back in the âhood.
It felt goodâ
like home,
only better.
Pops never said
one word about me
wrecking the Firebird,
and he laminated and framed
the news photos of me and
Twig, hanging them all
over the walls.
Back in my toad-colored,
gloom-pillowed room,
with my waterbed
and lava lamp bubbling
water-red, I felt content.
Popsâmy ârentâ
was recovering,
and I was hovering:
fluffing his pillows
and dispensing his pills
lined up on
the windowsill.
I was filled
with gratitude,
and my latitude
and attitude
were cool with Pops.
âItâs wonderful
to have your music
blaring from the bedroom,â
he said. âIâm so glad to have
you back home.â
I got a job
at Bibliophile
Bobâs Books,
the only bookstore
for miles,
where the floor
had black and purple tiles,
and the ceiling was painted
with strange deranged angels
playing electric