wack-ass Family Christian. Iâm glad my mom let me transfer out, not that she had much of a choice,â he says. âAfter my grandmother passed, there was no one to pay my tuition. And, my little brother needed me closer to his school anyway.â
âHowâs your dad?â I ask, knowing he and his father are very close, even though heâs on lock down in Georgia for life. I assume thatâs the real reason heâs visiting Atlanta.
âHeâs cool, holding the Muslims down in there. You know how he does it.â
âBut, back to the subject at hand,â Nigel says, passing an immaculately rolled blunt to Raheem who promptly lights it. Smoke soon layers the air. âDid you know Jayd dips in vanilla?â
âNigel,â I say, slightly offended. Why did this fool have to go and say something stupid shit like that?
âWhat the hell does that mean?â Raheem says, passing the blunt to me. I shake my head a quick ânoâ and he passes it to Nigel, whoâs just smiling and waiting for the argument. He always did love to start shit between me and Raheem, which isnât hard. Raheem thought he owned me and I am always quick to let anyone know Iâm my own woman.
âHeâs referring to my new man, Jeremy,â I say, stealing some of Nigelâs thunder. âHeâs Jewish,â I add, taking a sip of my water while Raheem processes what Iâve just told him. When he lived with his dad in Compton, we used to have long, philosophical conversations about White folks, especially interracial dating. Raheem swore he would never date a White girl. And I never even thought about dating a White boy, until I met Jeremy.
âReally?â Raheem says. âA White, Jewish boy?â he asks, surprised. He takes another sip of his drink while Nigel passes the blunt my way to give to Raheem. I rise slightly from my seat and pass it to him, unofficially becoming part of the rotation.
âDo you know another kind of Jewish boy?â Nigel says, sounding faded. Why did he have to bring this up now? I was really looking forward to just vibing and being in the studio. I get off on the process of making beats. Itâs so incredible, the way they mix sounds to make an entire song. And, I love the way Nigel rhymes. I know Iâm going to see them at the Grammys one day.
âWell, Sammy Davis, Jr., was Jewish,â I say, trying to lighten the mood.
âYeah, but you ainât dating him. Youâre dating a rich White guy named Jeremy. And, he ainât related to no tap dancer,â Nigel says. Damn, heâs on it tonight.
âIs he treating you well?â Raheem asks, eyeing the gold bangle hanging from my wrist.
âVery,â I answer, self-consciously turning the bangle to its upside, revealing the engraved J on its face.
âWell, thatâs all that matters, right, Jayd?â Raheem says, sounding sad yet sincere. âLetâs get started, man. All cell phones off during session. Itâs getting late and I know you still have a curfew, donât you?â he says looking from Nigel to me before putting the blunt out and putting his headphones on.
âThatâs all you have to say?â Nigel says, surprised by Raheemâs response. âI expected a showdown like old times. Iâm very disappointed in you man,â he says, rising from his spot and stepping into the booth.
âI got your letter. And, you canât be the same Rah,â I say, also shocked by his chill attitude. Raheem looks at me like a wounded puppy before setting up the first track for Nigel to work on. I donât know what to make of Raheemâs response. Is he disappointed in me, or in himself for letting me go in the first place? Whatever the case, Iâm sure this is only the beginning of a new phase in our relationship.
âI hope youâre happy Jayd,â he says. âYou just make sure he treats you like the