let Possum handle the paperwork while he joined Esme back in the ambulance.
âHow is she?â Esme asked.
âIf itâs a girl sheâs naming her Jessica,â he reported. âHer boyfriend says he loves Jessica Simpson, that sheâs the most beautiful girl in the world.â
âThatâs why Esmeralda bleached her hair blond, I bet,â Esme said bitterly. âTo look more like Jessica.â
âAinât nothing wrong with trying to please your man.â
Esme lifted her heavy hair off her neck; it was a hot night. âToo bad she canât bleach her skin for him too, eh?â
Juniorâs dark eyes fixed on her. âWhy you come out with me tonight?â
Esme shrugged. âI thought it would be fun. We never get to see each other anymore.â
He reached for the bottle of water that he always kept under his seat, uncapped it, and took a long drink. âEverythingâs different now. You know that.â
âIâm so sick of that, you say it every time you speak to me,â she replied crossly.
He held the water bottle out to her; she shook her head. âSo maybe you donât want me to speak to you, eh? If thatâs it, Esme, you just gotta say the word.â
She threw her head back against the hot headrest. âStop putting words in my mouth.â
âThen stop acting like a little bitch,â he shot back. âYou want to be with me, you treat me with respect,
chica.
â
She didnât reply. He was right. She was treating him horribly, all because of her own guilt.
âLo siento, tengo la culpa.
Itâs my fault. Iâm just tired,â she fibbed, then leaned over and kissed him. âMrs. Goldhagen is making me insane with all the plans for this big fancy party sheâs giving on the
Queen Mary.
â
âYou going?â Junior asked. His tone was offhand, but Esme knew him; it was not an offhand question.
âI gotta go. I have to take the girls.â
Possum lumbered out of the emergency exit and climbed back into the driverâs seat. âChow time,
esa.
â He pulled the ambulance away from the hospital and headed down Marengo toward a taco stand at the corner of Daly and Alhambra where he and Junior always ate in the middle of a shift.
Junior looked straight ahead, as if Esme wasnât even there. She couldnât figure out what was going on with him. He couldnât possibly have wanted her to invite him to the FAB party? No, that made no sense. This was Junior. He wanted nothing to do with that worldâhe didnât fit in there and never would. He knew who he was and wouldnât try to pretend different. She loved and respected that about him.
âIâm just the hired help,â she added aloud to him, as if he had challenged her.
His glance at her was cryptic. It was almost as if he could see inside her mind, to the images of a smiling, rich gringo boy who sent shivers down her spine.
Damn Jonathan, anyway.
9
TODAYâS SCHEDULE FOR MARTINA AND JIMMY
(Lydiaâdo not adjust schedule without checking with meâ Anya)
6:30âWake children. Shower, dress. Apply SPF 30 sunblock to all exposed skin.
6:45âPower walk around property. Make sure children wear proper shoes.
7:00âBreakfast. Soy granola, banana for Jimmy, berries for Martina, soy milk.
7:30âRead front section of Los Angeles Times. Quiz children on current events.
8:30âMath on computer. Please supervise.
10:30âLEAP Center in Northridge. Do not be late.
12:00âLunch at Center. No sweets, fried food, or milk
products. See Martinaâs menu.
12:30âSocializing. Please supervise. See separate schedule.
2:30âTennis lesson for Jimmy, aerobic dance for Martina.
Make sure she does full hour, no slacking off.
Lydia pulled the neatly typed schedule off the bulletin board just outside the momsâ kitchen and shook her head, then shoved it into the back pocket of her