narrowed. âAre you making fun of me, too?â
âNo, no, of myself. That was research I did for my routine at the club.â
âYouâre not fat.â
âIâm not?â A shiver of pleasure shot through his fear. âDo you mean that?â
The smile froze on his face as he saw the intent look on hers. She began to relive that terrible night.
âHe had said we would talk at the club, but he pushed right on past me when I got there. He didnât even speak. I followed him inside. He went into the menâs room. I even followed him in there.â
Meat waited with growing horror.
âHe stood by the basin. He was looking in the mirror. I was behind him. I said, âIâm really unhappy, Benny. Iâm beginning to think you donât care about me anymore.â
âHe said one word. âAnymore?â
âAnd the way he said that word made me realize he never had cared. It made me realize that the only reason he went out with me in the first place was for material.â
âOh,â Meat said. It was a moan of sympathy and dread.
âAnd then I came closer to him.â
And as she said that, she came forward toward himâhim, Meat!
She was moving carefully, as if she were trying to hold his attention with her eyes. Snakes did stuff like this before they struck. He glanced down and saw what was in her handâthe knife she had used to open the locked door of Funny Bonz.
He took a step backward, another. He remembered the small shiver of pleasure her compliment had given him and he tried the same thing. âAnyway, I donât think youâre fat either,â he lied.
âOh, yes, Iâm fat. Iâm so fat that when I tripped on Fourth Avenue, I landed on Twelfth.â Another smile. He hated it when she did that. âAnd when I play hopscotch, I go, âNew York, L.A., Chicago.ââ
The way she said Chicago chilled his blood, because it was the sound of a conductor calling the absolute last stop in the world.
He tried desperately to think of one last joke to distract her. The Bermuda Triangle, what was it, exactly? Kids run around me and what? Are lost forever?
Whatever it was, Meat was never to say it. His throat had closed as if by a hangmanâs noose. His mouth was dry. The blood pounded in his head so hard, he couldnât hear.
And then with a smile, a strange smile that showed she was both victim and killer, she raised the knife. Then she became all killer, and the smile on her face, the last thing he knew he would see in this world, was the smile of a crocodile.
20
MERCULEAHâS HAIR
âThereâs something wrong with Meat.â
Herculeah was beside her dad on the front seat of the car. They were on their way to Pizza House. She gave her dad a worried look.
âWell, anytime Meat turns down pizza, thereâs something wrong.â
âIâm serious. First, I was avoiding him, because of the pictures of his dad. Now heâs avoiding me.â
âMeatâs like a lot of people who are innocently involved in a crime. The worldâs not as steady as it used to be. Anything can happen. Their worldâs shifting beneath their feet. Meat will come around.â
âTurn around, Dad! Turn around!â Herculeah said.
âWeâre almost there. I drove three miles out of my way because you specifically wanted Pizza House.â
âTurn around.â
âWhy?â
âJust do it.â
âI thought you were so hungry.â
âI am! I was! Look at my hair!â
âWhat about it?â
âItâs frizzling, Dad. This is the most my hair has ever frizzled in its life!â
Her father glanced at her and U-turned the car. âWhere are we going?â
âBack to Funny Bonz.â
âYou think Meatâs there?â
âMy hair thinks so.â
âHerculeahââ
âAnd I do, too.â
21
A STAB IN THE DARK
Meat staggered