installation. At that point we didnât wait, but took our chances with the radiation and raced down the desert hillside toward the hole and the mobile homes and the trucksâbut not quickly enough. We came to a stop at the edge of a great lake of red oil.
âItâs not red oil,â someone said.
âGoddamnit, itâs not oil!â
âThe hell itâs not! Itâs oil.â
We were moving back as it spread and rose and covered the trucks and houses, and then it reached a gap in the valley and poured through and down across the desert, into the darkness of the shadows that the big rocks threwâflashing red in the sunset and later black in the darkness.
Someone touched it and put a hand to his mouth.
âItâs blood.â
Max was next to me. âHeâs crazy,â Max said.
Someone else said that it was blood.
I put a finger into the red fluid and raised it to my nose. It was warm, almost hot, and there was no mistaking the smell of hot, fresh blood. I tasted it with the tip of my tongue.
âWhat is it?â Max whispered.
The others gathered around nowâsilent, with the red sun setting across the red lake and the red reflected on our faces, our eyes glinting with the red.
âJesus God, what is it?â Max demanded.
âItâs blood,â I replied.
âFrom where?â
Then we were all silent.
We spent the night on the top of the butte where the shelter had been built, and in the morning, all around us, as far as we could see, there was a hot, steaming sea of red blood, the smell so thick and heavy that we were all sick from it; and all of us vomited half a dozen times before the helicopters came for us and took us away.
The day after I returned home, Martha and I were sitting in the living room, she with a book and I with the paper, where I had read about their trying to cap the thing, except that even with diving suits they could not get down to where it was; and she looked up from her book and said:
âDo you remember that thing about the mother?â
âWhat thing?â
âA Very old thing. I think I heard once that it was half as old as time, or maybe a Greek fable or something of the sortâbut anyway, the mother has one son, who is the joy of her heart and all the rest that a son could be to a mother, and then the son falls in love with or under the spell of a beautiful and wicked womanâvery wicked and very beautiful. And he desires to please her, oh, he does indeed, and he says to her, âWhatever you desire, I will bring it to youâââ
âWhich is nothing to say to any woman, but ever,â I put in.
âI wonât quarrel with that,â Martha said mildly, âbecause when he does put it to her, she replies that what she desires most on this earth is the living heart of his mother, plucked from her breast. So what does this worthless and murderous idiot male do but race home to his mother, and then out with a knife, ripping her breast to belly and tearing the living heart out of her bodyââ
âI donât like your story.â
ââand with the heart in his hand, he blithely dashes back toward his ladylove. But on the way through the forest he catches his toe on a root, stumbles, and falls headlong, the motherâs heart knocked out of his hand. And as he pulls himself up and approaches the heart, it says to him, âDid you hurt yourself when you fell, my son?ââ
âLovely story. What does it prove?â
âNothing, I suppose. Will they ever stop the bleeding? Will they close the wound?â
âI donât think so.â
âThen will your mother bleed to death?â
âMy mother?â
âYes.â
âOh.â
âMy mother,â Martha said. âWill she bleed to death?â
âI suppose so.â
âThatâs all you can sayâI suppose so?â
âWhat else?â
âSuppose you had