âDid I get it right?â
Miss Lillianâs pitying smile said it all. âThe riots were long before you were born, so I wouldnât expect you to know. But it was a good effort! Just remember, confidence. There was a great deal of uncertainty in your voice.â
âI was a great deal uncertain,â I said.
âLet me see if I can do it,â said Brooke, leaning forward. âAsk me a question, Miss Lillian.â
Miss Lillian stroked her chin and finally asked, âHow can I lower my cholesterol?â
Brooke folded her hands on her lap and glanced up at Miss Lillian. âHigh cholesterol can definitely be a danger, and itâs good for you to be concerned. You should really consult your family doctor if youâre not seeing desired results.â
âBravo!â Miss Lillian clapped the tips of her fingers together.
Brooke leaned toward me. âI got that last part from a dandruff commercial.â
I snickered quietly since Miss Lillian was now talking to Heather.
âWhat advice would you give two people who are going through a divorce and fighting over the toaster?â
Heather took a sip of hot chocolate and then said, âThe important thing in ending any relationship is keeping your dignity and humanity. If the other person wants a toaster that badly, let them have it. You can always buy another. If you lose yourself, you canât buy that back.â
Brooke and I looked at each other and then at Heather.
âAll hail the queen of advice,â said Brooke, raising her hands high and bowing at the waist.
âTruly, we are not worthy.â I covered my eyes and turned my head away.
Miss Lillian smiled. âHeather, my dear, Ibelieve youâve earned another muffin.â
After Miss Lillian returned with more muffins and hot chocolate, she drilled us with a few more questions and then had us stand side by side in front of her bathroom mirror.
âI want you to see what confidence looks like,â she said. âThisââshe gestured to our reflectionsââisnât it.â
âItâs hard to be confident when youâre not sure if you drank too much hot cocoa,â said Brooke, fidgeting.
âThis will only take a minute,â Miss Lillian assured her. âGirls, heads are high, backs are arched, shoulders are strong.â She moved among us, adjusting our postures. âNow look at yourselves in the mirror.â
We did as she said. I had to admit, I looked pretty confident.
âVanessaââMiss Lillian put a hand on my backââI understand you get stage fright.â
My confident reflection faltered a little. âYes, maâam.â
âWhat I want you to do when you get onstage is imagine youâre talking to your reflection, not the audience. Does that make sense?â
I nodded.
âAnd recall a happy memory. One that makes you smile just thinking about it.â She gestured to Heather and Brooke. âI want you all to try that, in fact. As Peter Pan would say, âThink lovely, wonderful thoughts.ââ
I thought for a moment and smiled at my friends in the mirror. âHey. You guys remember in elementary school, when Heather brought a candy bar to feed the llama at the petting zoo?â
Heatherâs mouth dropped open, and she poked me in the side. âDonât you dare bring that up!â she said, but she was smiling.
âYeah,â Brooke said with a grin. âExcept the candy bar had so much caramel that the llamacouldnât stop chewing, and its teeth got stuck together.â
âPerfect!â said Miss Lillian. âNow that weâre all smilesââ
âBut the llamaâs lips were still moving,â I said, giggling. âAnd it looked like it was talking.â
Heather giggled too. âAnd Brooke started speaking for it.â
âHi, Iâm Mr. Llama,â said Brooke in a deep voice. âDo you have a