him to do this because I know he is very keen on safe sex. When he turns my way I take a lingering stare at his naked body. I feel the moisture practically dripping between my legs as I take in the sight of his sexy body. Dominic pushes the sheet covering my body away and I shiver, not from the temperature but his gaze. Is it lust I see? And something else, is that love?
“Can you switch off the light?” I ask my voice choked with confusion. Dominic shakes his head no and my libido almost halts to a standstill. I pull at the sheets once more to cover my doughy midsection but he pulls them away inspecting every inch of my body. I turn my head away as he continues looking at me in that way. For some unknown reason I feel tears hitting the corner of my eyes. And then I hear the words ringing loudly in my head in Danny’s stupid voice.
“How long is it going to take you to lose the baby weight Samantha?”
“You’re too big to get on top of me right now.”
“You look nothing like you did when we were in high school.”
They fall and they continue to fall before he realizes that I am crying. How can someone so fit and toned want me? I know I am not severely overweight but I hate the way my stomach looks after my pregnancy with Bryce. No matter what I do I cannot get it to go back to the way it was when I was in high school.
“Stop it right now Sam. You are so beautiful to me and very damn sexy too.” Dominic said his thumb wiping the tears falling down my cheeks.
“But you didn’t want me last night,” I said trying to control the tempo of my voice. Again he wipes the tears but kisses me as he does.
“I did want you last night. I just didn’t want our first time to be while you were under the influence of alcohol. I wanted the real you that I have right now,” he replies between kisses. “I want to make love to you right now.”
“Okay but why do we need the light on? It makes me feel self-conscious.”
“Because I want to see you enjoy me. I want you to see how I enjoy you.” He said moving on top of me. The weight of his body is so wonderful and my libido kicks into overdrive. I can barely contain my joy as I feel his erection press against me there. Dominic knows exactly what he is doing as he grinds against me, I moan forgetting everything but this feeling. He is taking my nipple into his mouth adding to the already pleasurable sensations. Perhaps he does know that I need direct stimulation to achieve orgasm because I am heading in that direction quickly. The tension is building and I am almost there ready to explode but then it stops. I open my eyes to see him looking down at me resting on his elbows.
“Please don’t stop,” I beg again. This begging is really becoming a habit where he is concerned.
“I don’t want you to come yet Sam,” he informed me tenderly. What? Why not?
“But I can’t uh come…” I said my voice trailing off. I look anywhere but at his warm brown eyes.
“Yes you can and you will for me.” As he said this he shifts his weight off his elbows sliding into me slowly. My body keens forward as I feel him inside me. I want to scream, yell, and cry all at the same time but nothing comes from my mouth. It’s just open wordlessly expressing the absolute pleasure I feel with him inside me. My newly manicured nails find his back leaving a light trail of scratches as they travel. Dominic moans but not just any moan it is loud, throaty, and such a turn on that I marvel once more. He is enjoying me? Go figure!
“I want you to come with me inside you,” he whispered into my ear.
“I, I can’t,” I manage to squeak out shaking my head. But with him inside me it feels like anything is possible. It is the way that he is moving that has me unraveling. It is not the standard issued in and out motion oh no! It is in an d out with a circular pattern that rubs against me there. It is so much to absorb at one time that I cover my face with one hand as it