here because I thought Iâd get some answers. What happened yesterday wasnât in anybodyâs goddamn playbook that I know of. Suggests another factorâs at work. Maybe you know something I havenât been privy to.â
âYouâre good,â Garrison said. âWe could have you fluttered and see just how good.â Fluttered : subjected to a polygraph examinationâto a lie detector.
âWhat the hell, Garrison?â Belknap felt his guts beginning to curdle.
Pretend solicitude barely masked a smirk as Garrison pressed on. âYouâve got to remember who you really are. The rest of us sure do. Times change. It can be a bitch to keep up. Think I donât know that? These days, James Bond himself would find himself remanded to Alcoholics Anonymous, probably forced to join some program for sexual addiction, too. Iâve been around the block longer than you, so I remember. The spy game used to be the Wild West. Now itâs the Mild West. Used to be a sport for the jungle cats. Now Puss-in-Boots is running the goddamn show, am I right?â
âWhat are you talking about?â The turn in the conversation was making Belknapâs skin crawl.
âIâm just saying I can see where youâre coming from. After what happened, a lot of people would have lost it. Even someone without your history.â
âMy history is just that. History.â
âLike the man says, there are no second acts in American life. No second acts, and no intermissions, either.â Garrison held a thick file a few feet above his desk and with a dramatic flourish let it drop. It made a smacking sound as it landed. âDo I need to cite chapter and verse? A temper is what they used to call what youâve got. Now they call it a rage-management issue.â
âYouâre talking about just a few episodes.â
âYeah, and John Wilkes Booth only shot a man once. But it was a doozy.â Another tea-colored smile. âRemember a Bulgarian pisser named Drakulic? He still canât sit right.â
âEight girls under the age of twelve suffocated to death in his trailer because their families were a little short on the money he was demanding to smuggle them into the West. I saw those corpses. I saw the bloody scratches on the inside of the trailer from when those girls ran out of air. The fact that Drakulic is still sitting at all is a tribute to some goddamn supreme self-control.â
âYou lost it. You were supposed to be collecting information onthe trafficking techniques, not playing avenging angel. Remember a Colombian gentleman named Juan Calderone? We do.â
âHe had tortured five of our informants to death, Garrison. Melted their faces with a goddamn acetylene torch. Did it personally.â
âWe could have put pressure on him. He might have made a deal. He could have had usable intelligence.â
âTrust me.â A quick, wintry grin. âHe didnât.â
âThat wasnât your call to make.â
The field agent shrugged stonily. âYou donât actually know what happened to Calderone. All you have is your conjecture.â
âWe could have done an inquest. Conducted an investigation. It was my decision to let sleeping dogsâ¦die.â
Another shrug. âI made my decision. You made yours. Whatâs there to talk about?â
âWhat Iâm saying is that thereâs a pattern. Iâve let you off the hook several times. We all have. Weâve let things slide because youâve got gifts we value. Like your buddy Jared always said, youâre the Hound. But now Iâm thinking that weâve made a mistake letting you out of the kennel. What happened in Rome might have felt right to you, but it was wrong. Very wrong.â
Belknap just stared at the seamed face of his superior officer. In the harsh light of the halogen desk lamp, Garrisonâs cheeks looked quilted. âStart making