Apparently, he was still working on whether or not he should tell me.
âYou remember that I told you I was going to talk with the old man,â he finally said. I nodded. âWell, Iâve had some suspicions since ⦠last night really. So I tested them today when I was talking to him about you and D.â¦â He rubbed his eyes some more, looking simultaneously angry, despondent, and desperate. âAnd I canât believe it  ⦠but theyâve proven to be true.â
âPaul,â I said sympathetically, leaning forward. âTell me what it is.â
After a moment, he seemed to gather enough moral courage, and looked up at me.
âI know who killed your daughter,â he said.
I jerked back, upright again, staring into his anguished eyes.
âWho?â I asked, barely a whisper.
He put his face back down in his hands, and said, âYou did.â
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7
My initial response to Paulâs revelation had two very odd qualities. The first was that I immediately found myself looking around the large room, which I suppose was the result of a subconscious prompting to make sure I was really there, or that no one was watching. The high walls and ceiling were designed to hide the holo equipment in them, and the wide, flat floor was filled with rows of deluxe chairs like the one I was sitting in, capable of tilting and rotating in any direction desired by its occupant.
The other peculiarity of my nascent reaction to Paulâs words was that I somehow had a feeling, in defiance of all plausibility, that they were true. This feeling was short-lived, though, because just moments later I began to wonder how they possibly could be. Paul obviously wasnât joking, howeverâI saw that in his eyes. And I had never seen him exhibit any signs of encroaching insanity. So I just looked at him, numbly waiting for him to explain.
âLet me startââ he said, then hesitated, digging down deep for courage again. âLet me start from the beginning.â He hesitated again. âLook, Michael. Iâll be honest with you. I donât know if I should be telling you thisâthatâs why you had to come out here, away from the walls with ears. But youâre my friend, and heâs gone way too far this time.â I wondered who âheâ was, but just continued watching him as he talked with his head down, trying to convince himself. âSome things are just ⦠over the line. Iâve seen too many of them, and I canât look the other way anymore.â He pulled a handkerchief out and wiped the sweat off his brow.
âYears ago, my father ,â he said those words with tight lips, âlaunched a black op called Mind Lift, meaning stealing your mind or maybe improving it, or both, I donât know. The initial research and development was being done in the second lab at the cathedralâthe one thatâs underground. The original idea was to send criminals back out into the streets, so that we could observe through them, and even use them for arrests when the time came. But soon the old man started talking about doing it to peacers. I wasnât for it, of course, so it was pulled from that lab. But I knew it had been transplanted somewhere else, because there was no way he was gonna just give up that kind of brainpower, not to mention all the time and money thatâd already gone into it.â
âPaul,â I interrupted. âIâm not following you.â
âWhat part?â
âWhat were they developing?â
âImplants, chips. For wireless neural interface.â He pointed to the back of his head. âJackless two-way communication with the carrierâs brain. One way, to see and hear through him; the other way, to control him.â He was now pointing at the front of his head and away from it, alternately.
âControl him?â
He nodded. âYouâve heard of this,