her head was resting against the back of the chair.
Hadnât she gotten any rest this afternoon? He had a feeling that she hadnât. No wonder Doc had been worried about her.
He let her rest for a while longer, then decided to wake her so she could go to bed, where sheâd be more comfortable. So he reached over and placed his hand over hers, felt the softness of her skin, the warmth.
While he knew he should give her hand a little nudge and jar her awake, he held back for a moment and basked in the intimacy of their touch, in the connection they shared for one moment in time.
In a way, it made him feel less alone. Less isolated. Less cornered into a reality that wasnât of his own making.
Finally, he stroked the top her hand, his fingers sliding over her knuckles. âBetsy?â
Her eyes fluttered opened and she turned to face him. âYes?â
With reluctance, he withdrew his hand. âItâs time for bed.â
She blinked several times and yawned. Then she slowly got to her feet. âIâm sorry for dozing off.â
âDonât be. But I hope youâre going to start working the day shift soon.â
âIâm off this weekend.â She shoved her hands in the pockets of her knit jacket. âAnd on Monday, Iâm back to working days until the medical center needs me again.â
âGood. Iâm not sure how healthy it is for you to be bouncing back and forth between shifts.â
She smiled. âHave you been talking to Doc? Heâs been worried about me, but I know when to slow down and when to take it easy.â
John hoped so and tossed her an Iâm-glad-to-hear-it smile.
âIâll see you tomorrow,â she said, as she started down the steps and headed for the guesthouse.
As she left him on the porch, he rubbed his thumb over his fingertips, which were still warm and charged from their brief physical contact.
Touching Betsy had been much nicer than heâd expected it to be. And for a moment, in spite of the vastness of the sky and the innumerable celestial lights shining throughout the universe, he didnât feel the least bit insignificant.
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For the next five days, John didnât get to see nearly as much of Betsy as he would have liked. Her work schedule hadnât allowed for more than a few occasional visits, which was too bad.
But on the bright side, heâd started doing more around the ranch to help Dr. Graham and to pay for his keep. He still didnât know much about the man he used to be, but it appeared that hard work came naturally to him.
And so did being around horses.
Apparently, he had some experience working on a ranch and seemed to know things without being told, which led him to believe heâd done his share of mucking stalls and grooming horses in the past.
And something told him that heâd liked it.
There was a palomino mare with a sweet disposition whoâd taken to him, but it was a spirited roan gelding that had really caught his eye.
âDo you think it would be okay if I took him for a ride one of these days?â heâd asked Doc over dinner.
âSure, as long as you donât do anything foolish, like running or jumping. Youâre not ready for anything that strenuous yet.â
âIâll be careful. No one wants to see me get better more than I do.â
âYouâre right. And for what itâs worth, itâs been nice having your company, son. So donât think Iâm in any hurry to see you leave. There arenât too many young people who have time for a rambling old man.â
John chuckled. âYouâll have to introduce me to him. I havenât met any rambling old men around here.â
Dr. Graham, with his thick head of white hair, livelyblue eyes and quick wit, could put an interesting spin on a conversation, and John couldnât help but like him.
âAnd speaking of having you around,â Doc said as he got to his