wouldnât you know it, there she was standing at the sink. I breezed past her and headed toward a stall.
âSo, youâre going to pretend you donât see me,â she said.
âI see you.â
âLook, Emili, I know youâre mad. But the whole world doesnât revolve around you.â
Was she saying it to me again ?
âUh, I kind of know it doesnât, Farah.â I realized I was ready to burst into tears right there in front of her. I swallowed and widened my eyes.
âI thought we were friends,â I said.
âWe are friends. But friends donât have to tell each other everything. Sometimes, they donât.â She paused, staring at her feet, then back up at me. After a deep breath, she continued, âWe are friends, Emili.â
âWell, I always thought friends told each other everything. I tell you everything.â I realized I hadnât told her about breaking up with Marc by text, but mentioning it now wasnât going to help my case. âWhy canât you tell me? Were you with Pete? Where were you? We were all worried sick. Did you know your mom came to my house?â
Farahâs expression changed then, a blank curtain closed over her face. âI know. She told me repeatedly in her fit of wrath last night. Like it was my fault. I donât control where she goes. And if you canât be happy Iâm back, then Iâm sorry.â She turned toward the mirror and fussed with her hair. The conversation was over â I was dismissed.
âFine. Welcome back.â I almost didnât recognize my own voice. Iâd no idea I could sound so cold. I pivoted on my heel and banged into the stall, locking it tight behind me.
Late for third period again. Great. At this rate, Iâd be written up and get a detention. Mom would be all over me. Farah was in my third period class. We had assigned seats, though, so we never sat together. Besides, sitting by her was the last â and I meant the absolute last â thing I wanted to do anyway. I sat in my usual seat and kept my eyes glued to the whiteboard while Mr. Anthony droned on about the lack of womenâs rights in Afghanistan.
Marcella, a bigger gossip than Jeannie, kept watching me. A couple times I stared back, mustering up my best mean glare. No good. She stretched her eyes like an innocent doe and kept staring.
Farah was little Miss Talkative all through class â giving answers, waving her hand in the air, calling out when Mr. Anthony hadnât asked anything. Finally, heâd had enough. âMiss Menins,â he said, in his standard nasally tone, âwould you kindly refrain from calling out every three seconds? Whatâs gotten into you today? Whatever it is, give it a rest.â
Farah sank back in her chair, as if she were suddenly exhausted. âSure thing, Mr. Anthony. Youâre the boss.â
I averted my eyes. I couldnât believe Iâd ever considered her a friend. My stomach smoldered. People who donât care a fig about other people shouldnât be allowed to be anyoneâs friend.
Time dragged by and I wasnât sure I could sit there another minute. Thank goodness, the bell rang. I snatched my books and headed for the door.
Marcella cut me off. âHmm, could it be trouble in paradise?â she asked, eyebrows raised to her curly brown hairline.
I tried to push past her.
âSeems your BFF doesnât want much to do with you anymore. Feels delightful, doesnât it?â she continued.
I tilted my head. âWhat are you getting at, Marcella?â
Her eyes bore into me, obviously waiting for me to speak. My mind went blank. I couldnât guess one thing she wanted me to say.
âYou never even think about it, do you?â she asked, her voice dropping off into a whisper.
I didnât have time for this. I shrugged, confused, and walked out. Then it rushed over me. Was she referring to the incident