hesitated, but I picked it up and held it firmly in my hand. It felt natural.
âR-Ray, I donât know,â Mocha said, staring at her handgun. âThis is crazy.â
âYea, Ray,â I had to agree with her. âYou ready to go to war with Coopa?â
Ray nodded his head.
âThe difference between Coopa and me is that Iâm not going to have you two on any corner making drops. Thatâs sloppy and out of date. This is going to be a business; I donât have time to be hot in these streets with the feds on my ass.â
âWhat happened to loyalty, Ray?â Mocha asked him.
âFuck that, Mocha,â Tyler countered. âIâve been tellinâ my boy to strike out on his own for years now. Coopa donât know the first thing about being loyal, shorty.â
âRight,â I agreed with Tyler, eyeing my pistol. âRay, if you got us, you know Iâm down to ride for whatever.â
âSay, I knew you would be down to ride,â Ray smiled at me fondly. âWhat do you say, Mocha? How about we make this a family affair?â
âYou say that shit like youâre asking me to join a club or something! This is serious; weâre talking about a drug cartel! As in a drug ring . . . as in some C. N. Phelps shit!â
âPhillips,â I corrected.
âYes, her! This is crazy, Say . . . crazy!â Mocha stared at her pistol.
âMocha, what do you want to be in life?â I asked catching her off guard by the question.
âWhat? I donât know . . . Somebody who makes a lot of money. I donât know!â
âA boss?â Ray referenced.
âA boss,â I concurred.
Mocha sighed and eyed all three of us before she finally nodded her head submissively.
âYes, a boss.â
âOK,â I grabbed her hand. âLetâs get this shit then; for the love of money, right?â
Our eyes met for a moment, seeming to connect us, making us one. Holding silent conversations was something Sadie and I did when we were younger, when she first came to stay with us. The words I spoke to her with my eyes were sincere. I was telling her that everything would be OK. Finally, Mocha blinked, breaking eye contact, and I knew she was in.
âOK, I donât even give a fuck!â She rolled her eyes. âIâm just worried about getting trigger-happy with this muhfucka!â Mocha aimed her pistol at Rayâs white living-room wall and mouthed âPow.â
I laughed, happy that she finally was down with the program.
âCoo,â Ray nodded his approval, eyeing everyone in the room. âWeâre a team now, so the only thing left to do is to make shit happen.â
We did just that. Ray and Tyler already knew the rules of the game, and I was a little tenured in it as well. Ray took us under his wing, and in a matter of weeks, Mocha and I knew everything about the dope game a man could teach us.
âEverything else just comes with the territory,â Ray told us.
Ray must have had some more change saved up from when he was working with Coopa because he went all out and bought a slew of Laundromats, an apartment complex, an Italian restaurant called Amore, a hair salon named Taste, and a strip club called Lace. Within months, Rayâs work started spreading quickly like the flu bug through Detroit. No one knew who the carrier was, but everyone seemed to be feeling it. The team Ray set us up with was the truth. Besides the four of us, there were four other additions to our fam. They were obedient and ready to ride out whenever or wherever. When it came to distributing and collecting, they always delivered.
Iâd become fond of the little Latina chick named Adrianna. She was a feisty little thing. She always pulled in double her weight and being in the big leagues didnât scare her. She was older than me by a few years, but she knew that I was the boss. She always made sure the money was counted