Slade removed the bagged doll and knife.
âAnd just last night someone left this for Nina. Doesnât it seem coincidental to you that someone would leave this on her porch only hours after she reopened the investigation?â
âOh, hell.â Nash gave Nina a worried look, and paced back to his desk. Frowning, he opened a drawer, removed a folder and walked back toward them. Then he shoved the file toward Slade.
âThis is the report from the psychiatrist who treated Nina after she lost Peyton. Take a look at it and tell me if you really think thereâs a case here, or if Nina is just unable to accept the truth.â
âDad, you canât show him my medical records.â Nina looked appalled. âTheyâre private.â
Ninaâs father stroked her shoulder. âI just donât want to see you put yourself through this kind of pain again.â His voice dropped a decibel. âAnd I certainly donât want you to have another breakdown, Nina. I want to see you happy and building a new life.â
Sladeâs hands tightened around the folder at the sincerity in Nashâs voice. For a moment he debated looking at the file, but heâd vowed to find out the truth, and heâd told Nina she had to be completely honest with him.
So he flipped open the folder and skimmed the report. It corroborated Hoodâs story. According to the psychiatristâs notes, Nina had been in denial, depressed and delusional. The episode with the doll and the knife through its heart symbolized her guilt and grief over not saving her child, and the anguish in her own heart.
Sladeâs stomach knotted. Had he been a fool to believe her? Was Hood rightâhad he fallen for her big, anguished eyes because he wanted to be her hero?
A hero for someone because heâd failed time after time after timeâ¦
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âI AM NOT DELUSIONAL ,â Nina said emphatically. âYes, I was grieving, sad, even depressed but not delusional.â
âAre you taking antidepressants again?â her father asked.
âNo,â Nina said. âI didnât want to take them years ago, and I donât intend to ever again.â She jutted up her chin, forcing conviction into her voice. âIâm perfectly rational, and I did not stab that doll and put it on my porch. I heard a noise in the night, then got up and saw a shadow outside.â Her voice grew stronger. âDonât you care that someone is tormenting me, Dad?â
âThis is the way it all started.â Her father gave Slade a disgruntled look, then lowered himself into the chair opposite her and pulled her hands into his. âPlease go see the therapist again, Nina.â
She cast a sideways look at Slade, but his dark eyes probed hers as if she were a bug he was trying to dissect.
Anger fueled her temper. She could handle whatever she discovered about her daughter, but she didnât know if she could tolerate the pitying or condescending looks again. âI should have known that you wouldnât help me, that you wouldnât believe me. You donât want anything to mess up your perfect world, do you, Dad?â She jerked her hands away and stood. âYou didnât want a pregnant daughter, or an illegitimate child, and you certainly wouldnât have wanted a preemie who might have been handicapped.â
âThatâs enough, Nina.â Her fatherâs eyes glittered with rage. âI love you. Everything Iâve ever done has been with your best interests in mind.â
Nina gripped her shoulder bag, and faced her father. âIf you wanted what was best for me, youâd believeme. You would have helped me search for my baby instead of abandoning me and making me feel like I was crazy.â
Grief swelled inside her at the realization that she and her father would never get along. Never be close.
She had disappointed him.
But he had disappointed her, too.
He was the one