with the pie?â or something equally clever. But I held my tongue. I have always liked that expression. Have you ever tried to hold your tongue? It is very slippery.
âCome on over to my house,â Jen said. âIâve got a fantastic new record.â
âI look so ghastly,â Nina moaned. âI feel so ghastly.â
I was going to suggest that she borrow Johnâs hat but I didnât. She went anyway. Probably they took the back way through the garbage pails so no one would see them.
I didnât go. Instead I stayed at home and did something I have never done before. I got out the laundry basket and did the ironing that Mom had left for Nina. I actually did. Every time I think of it I am impressed. I never even said Iâd done it. I never even got credit. It was my beau geste . I just took the pillowcases to the linen closet and put the napkins in the drawer, and I didnât say a word.
Nina didnât thank me, either. But that was all right. She was in such a state when my mother asked her she probably didnât remember she was supposed to iron.
24.
I think I have changed a lot this summer. I have grown and matured and I am also a sadder and wiser person. This comes with age. My character is being strengthened by leaps and bounds, as Carla said.
I know that people and things are not always what they seem. I know that people you think are strong are sometimes weak. I know that the first date in a long dress can turn out to be a bomb. I know that I am not as nice as I thought I was. I have always thought of myself as a fairly nice person. But when the chips were down, I turned out to be mean and small and almost didnât go to Carlaâs wedding.
I hope I have learned not to sit in judgment on people. I hope I have learned not to think I am always right and the other guy is always wrong. I hope I have learned to take a broader view of the world. As long as my standards remain mine and I stick to them, then it shouldnât matter what other peopleâs standards are.
I hope I have learned not to contemplate my navel as much as in the past.
I have finished reading The Deerslayer . I am in love with Natty Bumppo. He was nothing but good. He was kind, noble, soft-spoken, honest, and all good things.
I intend to make a study of him. I would not be in the least surprised to find that Natty Bumppo was a Leo.
My horoscope for today says: âHope begins to make you optimistic. Your mind will expand now. New ideas bring exciting possibilities.â
I hope this is prophetic.
About the Author
Constance C. Greene is the author of over twenty highly successful young adult novels, including the ALA Notable Book A Girl Called Al , Al(exandra) the Great, Getting Nowhere , and Beat the Turtle Drum , which is an ALA Notable Book, an IRA-CBC Childrenâs Choice, and the basis for the Emmy Awardâwinning after-school special Very Good Friends . Greene lives in Milford, Connecticut.
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