7
â All right?! â Damian took another deep breath. Good God. All this time heâd been corresponding with a female.
He frowned. He hadnât discussed anything he shouldnât have, had he?
No, of course he hadnât. He didnât make a habit of writing about improper subjects and, in any event, heâd thought heâd been addressing an older man. Most of their correspondence had been about Latin, though of late it had begun to stray into more personal topics.
But not too personal, thank God. Not that he had anything of a salacious nature to write about these days.
He scowled down at Miss Atworthy. Damn it all, heâd come to look forward to those letters, reading them eagerly and spending special effort on his replies. Heâd thought of J.A. as a friendâbut he wasnât. She wasnât. It was all a lie. He felt like an idiot. âYou should have told me.â
She flushed and pulled his coat tighter around her. âWhy? My sex wasnât important.â
Was she insane? Her sex was extremely important. It was the crucial detail that changed everything.
He made the mistake then of looking away from her toward the morning room. He caught sight of some fat male arse pumping away atâ
He took her elbow and hustled her farther down the terrace. The wind tossed her hair about her face and put more color in her cheeks; he hoped it was taking some color from his. He was suddenly very hot. She looked so delicate in his jacket, so damn feminine. âSingle young ladies are not supposed to exchange letters with single men to whom they are not related.â
God, he sounded like someoneâs stuffy old, dry-as-a-stick great aunt.
âThatâs why I didnât tell you. I knew it was improper.â She snorted. âWell, improper by societyâs ridiculous rules. There was nothing really improper in our correspondence. We didnât discuss anything we couldnât have talked about in a roomful of people.â
âBut we werenât in a roomful of people, were we?â
âNo. We were each alone at our separate desks.â
He ran his hand through his hair. Didnât she understand? Writing letters . . . sharing thoughts . . . it was very private. Very intimate. Heâd let Miss Atworthy into his mind. âThere is good reason why society frowns on men and women corresponding.â
âOh, please. I never took you for such a prude.â
That stung. Perhaps she didnât understand because his letters had meant nothing to her. Perhaps she wrote to many menâto all the men who had articles in The Classical Gazette .
The thought ignited a slow, burning anger in his gut.
She raised her chin. âYou are making a great deal out of nothing.â
âIt is not nothing.â He clenched his teeth. âYou misled me.â
âOh, for goodnessâ sake, I did not mislead you. You never asked if I was a woman, and I saw no reason to bring it up because it was not significant . I never told you I had curly hair, either.â
âBut I assumedââ
âAnd whose mistake was that?â She crossed her arms, her chin still at that defiant angle.
âYou knew who I was.â
âI did not. I only discovered your identity when I arrived at this party and you mentioned youâd been writing to my father.â
âAh.â He caught her gaze and held it. âSo why didnât you tell me then it wasnât your father I was corresponding with?â
She flushed. âI, er . . .â
Suddenly his anger and hurt coalesced. The fire burned hotter. He wanted revenge. He wanted her to feel something.
Lust. He wanted her to need him, to ache for him.
He hadnât been the Prince of Hearts for nothing. He stepped closer. âYou didnât tell me because you knew it was scandalous.â
âImproper. Not scandalous.â She took a step back. She didnât have much room to retreat. The