away he might well have fallen over in shock himself. But what if sheâd lost her memory, had cosmetic surgeryâno, no, that was asinine. She wasnât Christie, she simply wasnât.
He felt immense sadness, felt something breaking inside him, and realized it had been an outlandishly impossible hope that this woman was his long-missing wife.
But no, this woman was a stranger.
âMr. Noble? Is something wrong?â
Her voice. Damn, it was very nearly Christieâs voice. Her fingers tightened around his. He abruptly released her hand, aware that Mr. Pallack, a man older than Chappy, pushing seventy, and on the portly side, his paunch neatly hidden in his beautifully styled suitâthis womanâs husbandâwas eyeing him, actually staring at him, eyebrow raised, suddenly suspicious of him now because heâd held his wifeâs hand too long, was too intense, wasnâtâacting normal, Dix supposed. Perhaps he was wondering if this stranger was sexually interested in his younger wife.
Dix quickly stepped back and managed an impersonal smile.
Itâs over. It isnât Christie.
He said, âForgive me for staring, Mrs. Pallack. You remind me of someone I knew very well a long time ago. Like her, youâre very beautiful.â
That was a perfect thing to say. Thomas Pallack seemed to get his suspicion back under control. It seemed to Dix that he now preened in the face of the younger alpha male who openly admired his wife, but he couldnât have her because she was his. As for Charlotte Pallack, she cocked her head to one side and continued to stare up at him, both surprised and pleased with the compliment. She didnât know him, didnât have a clue who or what he was.
It isnât Christie.
Evelyn Sherlock said in a light, social voice, âThis twin businessâI wish I could find mine. I wonder if sheâs in a loony bin or perhaps a Mother Superior in an Italian abbey. What do you think, Corman?â
Judge Sherlock laughed, a deep, full-bodied laugh that gave Dix time to regain full control and perspective. âPlease, Evelyn, not a Mother Superior, Italian or not, I couldnât handle that. Do you think youâd make the wine at your convent?â He added with a smile to Thomas and Charlotte Pallack, âDo come into the living room. Weâll have a drink and some of Isabelâs delicious hors dâoeuvres before a dinner that will make us all loosen our belts.â
It isnât Christie.
But he found himself walking behind her, studying her walk, comparing it to Christieâs. There were subtle differences, but the thing was, it wasnât that different, almost as if sheâd observed Christie, copied herâno, he had to get a grip here, he had to cut it off right now. He would go home tomorrow and finally do what he had to do to clear up his marital status. Heâd go in front of a judge and actually say the word abandonment. Oh God, he didnât know if he could bear thatâno, it was time, past time. He would do what he had to do. He would stop living in limbo. It wasnât fair to Ruth. He prayed she would be his Ruth, that he was lucky enough to have found two extraordinary women in his life. Nor was it fair to his boys. Theyâd all been in limbo for too long.
Dix tried to keep his eyes off Charlotte Pallack during dinner, and succeeded for the most part. It was Charlotte, however, who was sneaking looks at him.
He listened to Thomas Pallack speak, amused at how the man wore his wealth like a royal robe. He knew his own importance, his own power, and best of all, he knew how to hide it enough so that people didnât resent him. He had a lot in common with Chappy, except Chappy was better at it.
Dix accepted a glass of the excellent merlot Judge Sherlock served with dinner. He was pleased he could sip at it and not have his stomach rebel on him. He was still finding it difficult to keep his eyes off