seemed reluctant to leave. She wished he didnât have to go, knowing the minute she closed the door and he walked away she would have to confront the enormity of what she had agreed to do. Care for an injured woman, run a ranch house and now see to a young child.
âWill your ma mind having Dolly here?â she whispered.
âSheâll love it.â His gaze sought the child and a smile softened his features. âI bid you good night.â He closed the door and his footsteps sounded as he crossed the floor to his own room.
Mindful of the sleeping child, she turned the lamp low and quietly prepared for bed. Sheâd prayed for a chance to prove herself capable and earn her independence. She smiled to herself. God certainly meant to answer that prayer.
She sobered. So long as she didnât fail.
Rather than get her own Bible out and risk disturbing Dolly, she took the one on the bedside table and opened it to a bookmark. Surprisingly it was the book of Ruth. She read the verses with fresh eyes. Like Ruth she had come to a strange country with unfamiliar customs. Like Ruth, she would do her best to fit in. Though she did not expect to find a man like Boaz, who would care about her needs. Not that her needs meant a thing in comparison to Dollyâs. Lord, help us comfort her and make her feel safe.
She crawled in beside Dolly. The child sighed and snuggled close.
A strange, long ache tugged at Beatriceâs arms.
* * *
Beatrice woke the next morning to something tickling her nose and someone giggling. It took but seconds to remember where she was and realize the giggle came from Dolly and the tickling from the kitten who was perched under Beatriceâs chin.
âGood morning to you both,â she said and turned to meet the dark brown intense gaze of a little girl who had grown suddenly sober.
âHe didnât find them, did he?â Dolly whispered.
Beatrice shifted the kitten to the bed so she could pull Dolly closer. âHe found the wagon. Your mama and papa are dead. Were they sick a long time?â
Dolly nodded and answered in another whisper. âMama said I had to be quiet so Papa could get better. I tried to be quiet.â
Beatrice closed her eyes against the pain that accompanied the realization that Dolly thought she was responsible in any way for her papaâs death. How was she to make the child understand it wasnât her fault? God, please guide my words . She had not even finished praying when she heard Levi and Maisie talking and understood he was helping her from her room.
She sprang from the bed. âI have to hurry. Can you find something to wear? Levi brought your clothes.â She pulled on a dress and quickly brushed her hair into place, then tied it at the back of her neck. There was no time to fuss with it what with breakfast to prepare, and who knew what else?
Dolly found a dark green shapeless dress that she eased over her head. Holding Smokey, she stood at the door, her eyes wide.
Despite the need to hurry, Beatrice knelt at the childâs side. âI didnât get a chance to tell you that you are going to live here until your aunt Martha comes to get you.â
âWith you?â Another whisper.
âYes, and with Levi and his mama. Sheâs hurt her leg so canât move around much so we have to help her.â
âIâll be very quiet.â
Beatrice thought if Dolly got any quieter she would become mute.
âLeviâs cousin Charlie might be here, too.â She wasnât sure of Charlieâs plans. Nor did she know when Big Sam would return and decided it was best to not mention him at the moment. âWe all want you to feel happy and safe.â She was certain she could speak for the others. After all, who wouldnât want that for a child? âOkay? Are you ready?â
Dolly nodded, but Beatrice noticed that poor little Smokey was getting squeezed extra tight. She rubbed the kittenâs
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