Nobody wants to break the spell. In the end, Gemma speaks up.
âWe need to think about getting some sleep,â she says.
Sheâs right. While people are struggling to their feet, I help Dylan stamp out whatâs left of the fire. When it looks like itâs gone for good, we all trudge up to the prom.
We take it easy on the walk back. Away from the beach and the sound of the waves, itâs deathly silent. Almost the whole of the sun is above the horizon now. The mist has lifted and the temperature is creeping upwards. The sky is clear and thereâs not a cloud in sight. Looking back along Whitbourne seafront, the pier is shining in the early morning light, gleaming white.
The seafront gradually disappears as we climb higher out of town. Iâm walking alongside Steph. Every now and then my arm brushes against hers. Iâm wondering how she would react if I grabbed hold of her hand. It would probably be a step too far. Too much, too soon. Itâs good enough just being with her.
Before long weâre coming down the road with the tall trees. Two minutes later weâre at the Wonderland entrance. We trace the bear paw prints through the foyer, cut across the courtyard then follow the path into Blue Zone.
For a few seconds everyone stands looking at one another, not knowing what to say. Thereâs a strong feeling growing inside me, like a yearning. Iâd do anything to be able to reach across to Steph and kiss her goodnight. But itâs not going to happen. Not yet anyway.
âShall we all get together tomorrow?â Nikita asks.
Iâm in there like a shot.
âYeah. That would be great.â
Gemma nods.
âOkay,â she says. âWeâre all going to need a lie-in in the morning, so why donât we agree to meet on the beach in the afternoon. Not too early. Say half past three at the bandstand?â
George gives a sleepy grin.
âHalf three. Itâs a date.â
I look at Steph.
âSee you tomorrow then,â I say.
Steph smiles.
âYeah. See you tomorrow Chris. Sleep well.â
My heart feels like itâs going to explode.
The girls go off to their chalet and we walk the last few hundred metres to the caravan. As Robbie unlocks the door, I take a deep breath. The air tastes good. I just know tomorrowâs going to be a brilliant day.
seven
I pop open one eye, then the other. Everything is blurred. Somewhere close by, I can hear a shrieking noise. My arms seem to be tied to my sides and Iâm coated in sweat. Sunlight is streaming in through a window to my left, between a gap in some curtains. I stare at the brown fabric with chevron patterns on it. A jab of panic goes through my whole body. Where the hell am I?
The panic rises further. I suppose itâs only a few seconds, but it feels a lot longer. I try to move my arms, rolling my eyes from side to side, looking for something familiar. Things are coming into focus now, but I donât recognise anything.
Iâm about to start struggling and shouting when it all drops into place. A smile spreads across my face. False alarm. Seagulls are shrieking. Iâm wrapped up in my sleeping bag. And I know those dodgy curtains. Robbieâs caravan.
I blow out my cheeks and feel the anxiety ebbing away. My heartbeat is getting back to normal. I wriggle my arms out of my sleeping bag. Still lying down, I look across to the other bed. Robbieâs not there. I reach over to the bedside cabinet and pick up my watch. Eleven-thirty. Shit. Half the dayâs already gone.
I prop myself up on my right elbow. Without warning, the room starts spinning. A wave of sickness sweeps over me. I rub a hand across my face. My eyes make a squelching sound as I press my fingers into them. I groan and flop back onto my pillow. I canât believe it. I thought I was okay when I went to bed. But now I feel as rough as a badgerâs arse.
I lie completely still for a couple of minutes as the