weather. She was also drawn toward the posting in Germany. How else could they afford to live in Europe at this stage in their lives? They didnât have any parental responsibilities. The fertility doctor told her sometimes a dramatic change of scene brought surprising results. She was ready for surprises.
âWould you like to see the memorial plaque?â Mackie asked after a respectful period of time.
Jennifer was weeping copiously now. Couldnât help herself. She hadnât expected this. She thought sheâd cried all her tears in Phoenix. Sheâd attended grief counselling. The school had given her two weeks compassionate leave to bask in the cool, wet weather of her family.
Mackie proffered another Kleenex.
âThank you,â she said, then soaked this tissue as well.
Inadvertently, he checked his watch.
âOh, Iâm keeping you,â she blubbered. How this would have mortified Brandon. âIâm sorry, itâs just that I ⦠I â¦â
âThis duty is an honour, Maâam. I was just thinking that maybe itâs been too much for you today. The emotions. The heat. Weatherâs supposed to break tomorrow and I have some time in the afternoon.â
âWould you mind?â She felt pathetic; but her legs were beginning to buckle.
âNot at all Maâam. Iâd be honoured to show you the memorial and then perhaps buy you a glass of lemonade. Shall we say 3pm tomorrow?â
âThank you, Sergeant Mackie.â His name was Charles. As much as the familiarity would comfort her, it wasnât the military way.
Brandon loved nothing, no one, in his life as much as he adored Jennifer. She knew this. Although he didnât share her hatred of the desert sun, he understood it. Home to him hadnât been a concept until she entered his life. If she was happy, he was happy. Or close to it. Or getting there.
Of course opting for the Army wasnât like buying a tailored suit. Heâd have to leave in January and her teaching contract tied her to Phoenix until June.
They sat one air-conditioned night on the beige couch and cried together. Why were there so many trialsâthe heat of Phoenix, the intransigent child, the distance from old friends and family? And nowâeither a six month separation or the prospect of settling in Phoenix for eternity.
âI think you should go,â she sat up straighter.
âSix months is a long time,â he frowned. âOne-hundred-eighty-three days. Who would take out the garbage?â
She laughed. Theyâd been arguing about this silly chore for the last month. All their arguments had been absurd and she regretted each of them now, regretted the discomfort sheâd given Brandon, the worldâs best husband, who underneath his strong, resolute exterior, was still a two-year-old boy wounded by the deaths of both parents, an adolescent troubled by serial foster families, a teenager humiliated by high school years in the orphanage.
âWe can write every day!â she looked at him brightly, then amended the plan. âI can write every day. We can use those cheap phone cards.â She swished the throw rug back and forth on the tile floor with her bare foot.
âBut how will you deal with the scorpions?â
This gave her pause. She had found only one scorpion in the apartment, but she had barricaded the bedroom until he returned from base to remove it.
âI would hope Iâve learned some courage from my soldier,â she shrugged. âActually, it might be good for me to fend for myself. Iâll use the time productively. Manfred the new art instructor is from Hanover and he offered to teach a German class for the teachers.â
âYou already know Spanish and English,â Brandon looked oddly annoyed.
âThey wonât do me much good in Germany,â she laughed.
He knew when to give up. He said, maybe she was right, maybe it would give them a broader