arms full of what looked like cookbooksâwas Gavin.
âOh my God,â she whispered. He still looked like a god. A god with dark circles under his eyes, but a gorgeous god all the same.
Pippa turned to see what she was looking at.
âYeah, heâs pretty easy on the eyes. But listen, heâs been a real mopey-dopey lately. Hey, maybe you shouldââ
âYou know him?â
âGavin? Sure, he lives next door.â
âNext door?â
âWhat are you, deaf? Yeah, next door. Takes good care of me, too. He shoveled my driveway during the big storm. He and this little cutieââ Pippa squinted her eyes, getting a better look at Maureen. âWait a second. Youâre his little cutie!â
âShh!â Maureen said. Gavin still hadnât spotted them, and she was hoping to escape unnoticed. If she didnât, she was pretty sure she was going to pass out behind the desk.
But it was too late. As Pippa waved her arms and called her âcutie,â Gavin looked up. His eyes immediately locked onto hers, and he nearly dropped the books he was holding. âShit,â he muttered, gathering his wits and bringing the books to the desk.
âHi,â he said, breathless.
âHi,â she whispered. He looked so good, and sheâd missed him so much. What was the reason she wanted to stay away again?
âI missed you,â he said. âI would have called, butââ
She wanted to be alone, that was it. She wanted to find herself so she could be strong, and not lose herself in another relationship. She didnât want to be in a position where she loved her partner more than he loved her.
But he could have called her.
He probably wouldâve called her, but she hadnât given him her number. Sheâd run away like a coward, and now here he was, not mad, not proud, just glad to see her.
She could love a man like that.
She already did.
âDang, you two, get a room,â Pippa said, snatching the cookbooks from the desk. âIâll meet you in the car, lover boy. Donât leave without her number.â
âHow have you been?â she asked, lamely.
âFine.â He rubbed the back of his neck. âMiserable, but fine.â
âMe too,â she admitted.
âDo you thinkââ he started at the same time as she said, âIâm sorry I was such aââ
âGo ahead.â
âYou first.â
âOkay,â Maureen said, taking a deep breath. âIâm sorry I was such a coward. I just got out of a long relationship and I thought I needed to figure out what I want, and that meant time alone.â
âThat makes sense. It would have been nice to know that, but it makes sense.â
âBut thatâs not what I want, Gavin. I donât want to be alone. But Iâm afraid. Iâm afraid that youâll break my heart worse than Dave ever could.â She paused. âYou didnât fire him, did you?â
âNo. I took someoneâs advice and showed compassion.â
âOkay, good. Thank you.â
âI donât want you to be afraid,â he said, reaching across the desk to brush her hair off her forehead. That gesture, already so familiar, brought tears to her eyes.
âIâm not. I mean, I am, but seeing you again . . . Iâve been such a fool.â
âNot a fool,â he said, wiping her tears. âWeâll take it slow, okay?â
âSlow?â
âHow about dinner tonight?â
âTonight?â
âSure. I know this great little pub. They serve the best fries, and I know the owner. I can get you extra.â
âYes. Okay, tonight.â Maureen smiled. âActually, tonight will be perfect.â
âWhy is that?â Gavin asked, running his fingers over her hand.
âTheyâre predicting snow.â
Read on for an excerpt from the next novel in Sarah Titleâs Southern Comfort series, Two