so be it.
Tentatively, she explored what reasons there might be for her to be shying away from contemplating a future with her mother close at hand. Resentment immediately occurred to her. She could deal with that. Regret was another matter. Regret for the childhood memories, both of laughter and tears, that would always now be blurred because of what had happened more recently, when the way Elena had treated Peter had made her realize that the fluttering butterfly who had brought such pleasure and excitement into their lives was in reality supremely self-centred, her love only superficial while it suited her. Was that fair? Perhaps not, but while the thought stayed in her mind no real relationship could be established. Did that matter? Could she manage with her mother living locally but without having close involvement with her? No. There was the possibility that in the not-distant future Elena too might need care. Would she give it? Of course she would. She knew that she could not turn her back as Elena herself had done fourteen years ago. Did she want to walk away? Agonizingly, amazingly, the answer was no.
âI feel the same, Georgia,â Peter told her. âIf our rock centre stays solid, we can help her without needing her â thatâs when the trouble starts.â
âItâs a deal, guv,â she growled.
Peter laughed. âYou must admit it will make life interesting,â he said.
âSo does a volcano.â
FIVE
â D arlings!â Dora threw her arms wide open in welcome at the door of Edgar House the next day, and then emerged to hug Georgia. Dora was still tearful, naturally enough. She had obviously been very fond of Laura, and the shock itself would take time to wear off, let alone the loss.
Gerald strode out purposefully towards Peter. âGood to see you, old chap. Show you round, shall I?â
Peter grinned at this tactfulness. âThanks.â He had had only limited success. The Clackingtons were very happy to let them see the whole of Edgar House, but Gerald had awkwardly explained they felt they could not talk freely about Jane Austen without the Fettisesâ permission.
âWeâll all go that way, Georgia,â Dora suggested. âIt will take us past the old kitchens â there are still traces of how they used to be.â
Dora was clad in serviceable trousers and top this morning, and wearing everyday clothes rather than the flowing tea-gown or Regency costume, Georgia found it much easier to talk to her. âWhereâs Elena?â she asked.
âMaking us coffee. She has already had the tour of Edgar House, so sheâll join us later.â
âItâs good of you to let us come, with so much on your minds.â
âTakes our minds off it,â Gerald replied, embarrassed. âSorry we have to hold back on too much talk about Jane Austenâs love affair until the Fettises have declared open season.â
âWe donât know when that will be now,â Dora said. âWe donât like to ask Roy and Jennifer what their plans are. Dear Jennifer says theyâve no idea when the funeral will be yet. I suppose thatâs inevitable. The police . . .â Her voice faltered, and she began again. âTim is so talented, though â he has just the right touch. He will know when it is proper to talk about Stourdens. As if it mattered now.â
âI take it that Edgar House is involved in their plans?â Georgia asked, as casually as she could.
Dora and Gerald exchanged a glance, halting at the side door. âWell, yes,â Dora said. âWhen you see the old Assembly Rooms youâll appreciate the potential. Weâve always hoped that they could be restored and used again, perhaps for recitals, but it would require a great deal of money. And now â who knows? All we can think of is Laura.â
âAnd the police,â Gerald added practically.
Georgia longed to ask if
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