seventeen, Chela looked years older behind her dark eye makeup, her only girly concession. Her style was baggy jeans, sweatshirts, and Dodgers caps, but her height made her look like a runway model undercover. She was five-tenâa five-inch growth spurt in two years.
Chela tried to close the door before I could get a good look at her room, but I saw the mountain of clothes. I wished Iâd kept my own room, but I probably handed over my prized space because Chela had so little, and had lost so much. Yeah, I spoiled her. Guilty as charged.
âI just got a weird email,â I said. âYou gotten any messages from someone you donât know? Wonât say who they are?â
I hadnât mentioned my previous message. With a few choice key strokes, my unknown ally had disentangled Chela from an internet chicken hawk.
âWeird messages?â Chela shook her head blankly, listening to her phone.
âWhere you going?â I said.
âCheck the board.â
After our spring adventure in São Paulo, Chela had to write her whereabouts on a schedule posted outside her doorâthe green marker scrawl said she was going to a M (movie) with B (her egghead/wrestler sometime boyfriend Bernard). In São Paulo one night, sheâd ended up in a room party with a herd of Texas millionaires. I found her drinkingshots and regaling cowboys with dirty songs, a life-of-the-party version of Chela I had never seen up close.
And yes, thatâs tangentially related to why I canât go back. And no, I wonât say more. But it did involve a variant of Texas hold âem that gives new meaning to the term âNo Limit.â
âWhat movie you going to?â I said.
âWow. This is really a whole new level of pain in my ass.â
âIâm just curious.â
âCurious like a prison guard.â
Every shard of information was a battle with Chela, so protecting her was hard work. Soon after I rescued her from a madam I once worked for myself, two dirty-as-they-come LAPD officers abducted Chela in Palm Springs. To them, Chela was nothing more than a rich manâs property and plaything. Both of us nearly died that day. I still had bad dreams about it.
âLet me holla at Bernard,â I said, trying to sound casual. When I held out my hand for the phone, Chelaâs eyes said,
Negro, please.
âB., Ten says hey,â she said to her phone. I heard an insectlike voice that might belong to the long-suffering kid who was struggling manfully to be Chelaâs boyfriend. âGreatâB. says hey, too, so weâre all happy. Okay, Officer?â Chelaâs voice was smiling, but her glare told me to fuck off.
I hated my father when I was Chelaâs age, so I understood that glare. But Chela was too good a liar for me to trust her, and I couldnât pretend I didnât know better.
âJust think . . . ,â I said. âWhen you go to college, Iâll be off your back.â
Chela gave me an exasperated shrug. âYeah, right. See you at midnight,â she said, and breezed past me to the stairs. Midnight was her curfew, though neither of us used that word. A promise to adhere to one of my rules was as good as Chela saying,
Good night, Ten, I love you.
Iâd been so pleased with my plan to put Chela through college that Iâd forgotten to bring her on board. Chela had ignored her chance to take the SATs as a junior, and I hadnât noticed in time.
âWe need to talk about college!â I called after her.
âSays the guy who dropped out.â
Then she was gone. The front door opened and closed nearly silentlywhile Chela made her hasty escape. There was a cop in our house, after all.
Loud menâs laughter floated from the living room, a reminder of why Iâd avoided going downstairs. Dad was free to entertain anyone he chose, but LAPD Lieutenant Rodrick Nelson was no friend of mine. I couldnât remember the last time