Free Rescue Me by Kathy Coopmans Page A

It is the most excruciating feeling of pure bliss and as I lean my head back he reaches up and pulls my hair out of my ponytail. I moan as he keeps true to his promise of making me feel like I am the most beautiful woman in the world.
    I have never wanted anything as bad in my entire life. He has no idea at all how much he is pleasing me as I sit here and listen to him moan while he sucks and nips on my breast. When he finally removes his mouth and hands from my body I want to beg him not to stop.
    “I am going to show you just how much you mean to me tonight, Erin,” he says. I swallow a big lump of nerves that have quickly appeared and I don’t know what to say as I try to talk, but he continues on. “I am not going to do anything you don’t want me to, but baby, if I don’t taste more of this body that I know was made just for me, I am going to die here. I need to see you fall completely apart, Erin. Let go for once. Let me show you how good I can make you feel.”
    Oh, hell. I am panting like a thirsty dog. He wants to make me feel good. I have all kinds of thoughts running through my head right now. “I... I want to make you feel good, too,” I finally manage to squeak out.
    “Just you straddling me and watching you come undone as I touch you is all I need. This is all about you, love.” He lifts us both up and makes his way into his bedroom and oh, dear God, give me strength because I swear this man can make me come just by his words alone.
    “I need to taste you when you come for the first time, sweetheart,” Adam requests as he lays me down on his bed. I look up at him shyly and bite down on my lower lip.
    “I….no one has ever done that to me before, Adam.” 
    “What? Are you telling me that no one has had their mouth on what I know has got to be the sweetest tasting pussy in this entire world?” I can see the look of astonishment written all over his face. “Oh, baby. I am about ready to rock your fucking world,” he continues happily.
    He reaches down and trails a hand down my smooth stomach and when he reaches the top of my jeans, he flicks open the button. I close my eyes.
    “Don’t close your eyes, baby. Look at me.”
    When I open my eyes, a single tear runs down my face. I am looking at the most beautiful man I have ever seen in the world, but I am undone when I see pain in his eyes.
    “Tell me what’s wrong?” he asks, taking his hand and brushing the tear away.
    “I feel so foolish for telling you this. I am twenty-seven years old and I have no clue what the hell I am doing when it comes to sex or oral sex, Adam. I was married to a selfish man who didn’t give two flying fucks about me or whether he pleased me or not. I just don’t want to disappoint you. I care for you too much to.”
    “Erin, stop. I am not even going to let you finish nor do I ever want you to bring up or to ever think about your past again. I have waited my entire life for you and for as long as I can, I am going to put you first. I would never make you do anything that you don’t feel comfortable doing, so for tonight let me just hold you.”
    “Okay,” I say gently. God, I am such a fool. He makes me want to feel and every time I think I am going to let him in just a little more my past seems to come back and slap me right in the face. I can’t do this anymore. My feelings are so strong for him, so why? Why can’t I let it go?

Chapter Seven
    Adam
     
    A few minutes after locking up the house, I enter my bedroom with Erin’s shirt and bra in my hand only to find her in my bed already under the covers. It takes every bit of restraint I have not to rip those covers off of her and show her just how much I know I can please her, but in her emotional state I know  the best thing to do right now is to hold her. I drop her shirt to the floor because there is no way in hell I want it back on her. I need to feel her skin against mine. I need to touch and caress her.
    I lift my shirt over my head and take my