smoke a pack a day to keep their weight down, so Iâm trying to catch up.â
âBut you do cheerleading. Doesnât that keep your weight down?â
âScrew cheerleading. Iâm only in it âcause the baseball final will be televised, and thatâs when Iâll be spotted by a talent agency.â
Huh. Vacuous and conniving. Cool.
âSo whatâs with the patch?â I ask, pointing to the square on her arm.
Paige glances at it. âOh, my dad got upset when he found out I smoke. I wear this so he knows Iâm really trying to quit.â She doesnât seem terribly bothered by the duplicity.
The waiter reappears with Paigeâs box. She conjures a sad face for me, bites her lip remorsefully, then leans over and plants another moist kiss on my lips. By the time she leaves, I almost donât mind her going. Iâve got just about everything I could ever have hoped for from a first date.
Even the check seems like a small price to pay for such wild success.
13
L u ckily Mom stays late at work, so I donât have to explain why Iâm home so soon. Her absence also gives me a chance to use the computer to conduct some quick Web research.
Measurements Jessica Alba .
Google announces a number of useful hits, and moments later Iâm jotting down incredibly private information about Jessica Alba. I donât exactly know how the site got hold of the figuresâI canât imagine Jessica Alba volunteered themâbut there they are, big and bold: 34B-24-34.
Momâs always telling me what a wonderful educational resource the Internet is, but until now I canât say I believed her. I scan the list of other famous actresses whose figures are listed; there are even revealing photographs of some of them conveniently located just a click away.
I click.
This may be the most momentous evening of my life. Iâm already imagining the next Rituals meeting, contemplating how Iâll present my findings to the guys. I even start to wonder if theyâll kneel down before me, which is probably why I donât hear the door openingâ
âHi, honey. Howâd it go tonight?â
I try to close the photograph as soon as it begins to emerge, but a little disk is floating around telling me the computer is occupied.
âHoney?â
âIt w-was fine,â I say, or attempt to say; it comes out garbled on account of the fact that a naked woman is gradually being revealed on the computer screen.
âSo what exactly were you doing tonight?â asksâ
âAbby!â I gasp, spinning around. âWhat are you doing here?â
Abby points at the monitor. âWhatâs that?â
I look back at the screen, but thankfully the computer has decided it actually has time to close the window after all. âNothing. Nothing at all,â I say, wiping sweat off my forehead.
Abby shrugs. âSo you were going to tell me what you were doing tonight.â
I look at Mom. âI, er, had a meeting.â
Mom raises her eyebrows but leaves without contradicting me. Abby watches her go, then closes the door softly.
âSo listen, I just wanted to come around to ask, well, you know ⦠how it went.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âOh, come on. I know who you met with today.â
I swallow hard. âYou do?â
âYeah, I do ⦠Donât act so surprised. Itâs not exactly a secret.â
âIt isnât?â
âNo, you twit, it isnât. So, go on, did you do it?â
âDid I wha t !? â I can feel myself go bright red, and suddenly I really donât want to be here having this conversation with Abby.
âDid you, you know ⦠do it?â repeats Abby without a hint of embarrassment.
âUm, I ⦠well, I really donât see how itâs any of your business.â
Abby looks flabbergasted, like Iâve just landed a sucker punch in her gut.
âOkay, okay. No, I