said. âYouâll have another three hours from Chicago to Galena.â
âGreat. Do you go see Andrew up at Yale a lot?â I asked.
âNot a lot. Heâs superbusy with school and directing,â Emma said.
âOh. Directing? Like a play?â
âA musical. Heâs part of Dramat at Yale.â
I assumed by the way she said âDramatâ that I was supposed to know what Dramat was. And I was clearly supposed to be impressed. I wasnât. Iâd met enough private school punks over the years to know what they were like. Heck, my dad had been one. I said nothing. But I must have made a face.
âHey,â she said defensively, seeing the look on my face. âAndrewâs a good guy.â
âWhat? I didnât say anything.â
âYou didnât have to. But Andrewâs not like that. He also rows crew for Yale.â
âIâm sure he does.â I smiled. âIvy league, rowing, dramaâÂIâm sure heâs a normal great guy.â
âSeriously!â she exclaimed. Her face was red. Iâd hit a nerve. âHow about you, mister?â she said, trying to change the subject. âAnyone special in your life?â she asked.
âNope.â
âCome on. Thereâs gotta be someone? Somewhere?â
âNope,â I said. âI literally have nobody anywhere.â And I didnât. No good friends. No family. Nothing left.
âSo whatâs Andrewâs musical about?â I asked.
âItâs Annie ,â Emma replied.
â Annie ?â I repeated. âAt Yale? Isnât that, like, a kidsâ musical?â
âI know, it sounds a little crazy. But Andrewâs vision for Annie is amazing. Really.â
âHis vision âfor Annie ?â
âYeah, heâs very excited. Itâs hard to explain. He describes it as sort of Annie meets Hamlet .â
I said nothing. There was a long silence before Emma said, âYou said you lost both of your parents? That sounds rough.â
âWhatâs this? Youâre changing the topic,â I said.
âIâm a reporter. Iâm always curious to hear the story. And Iâm tired of talking about me.â
âI donât want to bum you out,â I said. âMy mom died about seven months ago, and my dad died a couple of days ago. It hasnât been a great year.â I stared at the seat in front of me. I had never talked to anyone about my mom. Or her death. And, obviously, I hadnât had a chance to talk about my dad or grandpa. At least not with anyone but Douglas. I donât know what it was about Emma, but I wanted to tell her everything. I wanted to tell her how much it had hurt whenmy mom had died. And how much it had hurt when my dad had stayed away after the funeral.
âOh, Iâm so sorry, Furious.â
âNo, itâs okay.â I continued to stare at the seat in front of me. âIâve just never really talked about it before.â
She stood up. âHere,â she said. âScoot over. Iâm gonna sit on your side.â
I slid into the seat next to the window, and Emma sat down next to me. She smelled great.
âWhat happened to your mom?â she asked.
âOh, man. Iâm not really sure.â I rubbed my face. âItâs kind of a long story.â
She put her hands in the air. âWell, weâve got nothing but time.â
âItâs not that I donât want to talk about it. Itâs justâjust different. My life is different.â
â Your life is different?â she said. âIâm dating a much older guy thatâs putting little orphan Annieâs death to music, and you think your life is different?â
I smiled. âRight. Your life is messed up.â
âYou donât know the half of it,â she said.
âSo tell me. What is so messed up in Emmaâs world?â
âNo, no. You first. You tell
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