tonight.â
âYes, I thought perhaps thatâs why you brought the manuscript back.â She spoke calmly enough, but when he made no response she moaned in frustration. âPlease, Colin, Iâm no good with torture. Iâd confess everything I knew before they stuck the first bamboo shoot under my fingernail. Iâm a marshmallow. No, wait!â She held up both hands as he started to speak. She rose and then took a quick turn around the room. âIf you hated it, Iâll only be devastated for a short time. Iâm certain Iâll learn to function again . . . well, nearly certain. I want you to be frank. I donât want any platitudes or cushioned letdowns.â She pushed her mane of hair back with both hands, letting her fingers linger on her temples a moment. âAnd for heavenâs sake, donât tell me it was interesting. Thatâs the worst. The absolute worst!â
âAre you finished?â he asked mildly.
Cassidy blew out a long breath, tugged her hand through her hair and nodded. âYes, I think so.â
âCome here, Cass.â She obeyed instantly because his voice was quiet and gentle. Their eyes were level, and he took her hands in his. âI havenât mentioned the book until now because I wanted to read it when I wouldnât be interrupted. I thought it best not to talk about it until I finished.â His thumbs ran absently over the backs of her hands. âYou have something rare, Cass, something elusive. Talent. Itâs not something they taught you at Berkeley; itâs something you were born with. Your college years polished it, perhaps, disciplined it, but you provided the raw material.â
Cassidy released her breath. Astonishing, she thought, that the opinion of a man known barely a week should have such weight. Jeffâs opinion had pleased her; Colinâs had left her speechless.
âI donât know what to say.â She shook her head helplessly. âThat sounds trite, I know, but itâs true.â Her eyes drifted past him to the disorder of papers on her desk. âSometimes you just want to chuck it all. It just isnât worth the pain, the struggle.â
âAnd you would choose to be a writer,â Colin said.
âNo, I never had any choice.â She brought her eyes back to his. The violet glowed almost black in the shadowed light. âIf anything, it picked me. Did you choose to be an artist, Colin?â
He studied her a moment, then shook his head. âNo.â He turned her hands, palms up, and looked at them with lowered brows. âThere are things that come to us whether we ask for them or not. Do you believe in destiny, Cass?â
She moistened her lips, finding them suddenly dry, then swallowed. âYes.â The single syllable was little more than a breath.
âOf course, I was certain you did.â He lifted his eyes and locked them on hers. Cassidyâs heartbeat jumped skittishly. âDo you think itâs our destiny to be lovers, Cassidy?â Her mouth opened but no words came out. She shook her head in mute denial. âYouâre a poor liar,â he observed; then, cupping her chin in his palm, he moved his lips to hers. In direct contrast to the ease and pleasantness of Jeffâs kiss, this brought a pain that seemed to vibrate in every cell of her body. Defensively Cassidy jerked her head back.
âDonât!â
âWhy?â he countered, and his voice was soft. âA kiss is a simple thing, a meeting of lips.â
âNo, itâs not simple,â Cassidy protested, feeling herself being pulled to him by his eyes only. âYou take more.â
He kissed one cheek, then the other, barely touching her skin. Cassidyâs eyelids fluttered down. âOnly as much as youâll give me, Cass. That much and no more.â His lips moved over hers, teasing, persuading, until her blood thundered in her brain. His
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