confused.
âHey,â I said, changing the subject, uh, slightly. âHave you talked to Phil since last night?â
âPhil?â Alex squirted Tabasco sauce on his burger and looked even more confused. âI figured youâd be more interested in knowing about Saxtonââ
âNah,â I accidentally interrupted him. âI figure thatâs a lost cause.â
Alex didnât respond. He seemed to be taking a really long time to chew.
âOh my God,â I said, clapping my hand to my forehead. âI meant it seemed like a lost cause
for Camille
. And I was asking about Phil because Amorywas into him. You didnât think I wasâdid you think I was â¦â I trailed off.
âInterested in them?â Alex said, putting the remains of his burger down to wipe his hands. âI donât know.â
âAlex,â I said, putting my hand over his. âNot even close. You have no reason to be jealous. This whole thing started becauseââ
âWhat whole thing?â he said.
I realized then that I hadnât really voiced my master plan to anyone since SBB concocted it on the fly behind the cafeteria vending machines. I took a deep breath.
âWell ⦠Iâm sort of on a mission to hook all of my friends up with dates before Valentineâs Day.â There, Iâd said it. It didnât sound
that
crazy.
âThat sounds crazy,â Alex said, shaking his head. âI mean, your friends are great, but come onâsome of them are pretty picky when it comes to guys.â
âI thought being picky was a good thing,â I said coyly. âThatâs how you ended up with me.â
âFair enough.â Alex winked at me. âBut why is it your job to find everyone a date?â
There was a time when I would have been too embarrassed to admit the girly truth to my boyfriend. There was a time when I might have come up with areally far-fetched story to explain it away. But tonight when I looked at Alex, I knew heâd appreciate total honesty the most.
âThe thing is,â I stammered, âafter Xander and Camille broke up, my friends rallied behind her and ⦠I know it sounds dumb ⦠but they wanted us all to swear off guys for Valentineâs Day.â
âBut youâre not going to do that,â he snorted, then paused. âRight?â
âOf course not,â I said, forcing myself to look him in the eye, even though I was nervous. âIâve been really looking forward to spending Valentineâs Day with you. I just thought that if my other friends had guys that made them feel ⦠you know ⦠like you make me feel, theyâd get over the whole boy boycott and then we could all just have an awesome time together at the dance.â
âSo thatâs why you brought the girls last night,â he said, processing my insanity.
I nodded. âAnd thatâs the
only
reason I was asking about Phil and Saxton ⦠and uh, checking out Saxtonâs butt.â
Alex wiped his forehead with the back of his hand. âWell,
that
is a relief. I was wondering if I needed to be doing squats or something,â he joked.
âSo even if you donât manage to find dates for theentire student body before next week, can we still spend Valentineâs Day together?â Alex asked as I doggie-bagged the rest of my carrot cake to bring home to Noodles.
We shook on it. As he helped me into my coat, I realized that yet another study date had passed without either of us cracking a book. At least Iâd come clean to Alex about the reason for my interest in his friends. And I
had
snapped that shot of the carrot cake for my photography class.
Outside, the night street was cold and quiet and we walked to the end of the block listening to our feet clack in unison on the pavement. The windows of the West Village storefronts were mostly dark, but you could still see signs of