looking away? I smile, look down, close my binder, zip up the rolling bag I bought so I wouldnât strain my back and roll it down the hall.
What was up with that? Why is the professor flirting with me? That is so inappropriate.
Integrative Communications is the only class I have thatâsnot in room 103. IC is in room 207, and Iâm looking forward to the change of scenery.
I walk around the podium, sit myself down in the front row and arrange a new area in my binder. The class slowly fills up behind me. A few minutes later, a woman with frizzy red hair and a big smile walks in clapping her hands.
âHello, everyone, hello,â she says as people bustle to their seats. She cups her ear with her hand. âSorry? I didnât hear you.â No one speaks. âThatâs your cue to say hello back.â
âHello,â we mumble.
âShy ones, are you? This is no place for shyness! One of the most vital aspects to speaking in public is confidence. Let me hear that confidence!â
âHello!â we say. My hello is especially loud.
âExcellent! I can see I am going to have a wonderful time with you!â She smiles down at me and I smile back.
âMy name is Cindy Swiley,â she says, and presses a button on her laptop. The title, Professor Cindy Swiley, flashes in red across the screen. âBut you can all call me Cindy.â Professor and Swiley fade away, leaving a gradually expanding Cindy. âIâll be teaching you Integrative Communications for the next six weeks.â New slide appears. âIn this class, you will learn how to present. How to handle questions. How to speak without notes. You will be giving two presentations, one halfway through the class and one as your final exam. Your midterm will be videotaped, and then reviewed and critiqued by me. But Iâm sure youâll all do fantastic!â
I canât wait! At twenty past four the bell rings. I pile my belongings together, then return to the computer terminal to check my e-mail.
Dear Ms. Roth,
Congratulations! You have been accepted to the Carry theTorch Committee. Please be in room 302 on the third floor of the Katz building on Friday at 9:00 a.m. for an informational briefing.
Yes! I would pat myself on the back, but I still havenât purchased more of those antibacterial wipes.
4:30 p.m.
kimmy buys her books
I am wasting my day in a bookstore line. And itâs not even a fun bookstore. Where are the cappuccinos, the magazines, the scones?
The LWBS bookstore is one long, windowless room, filled with textbooks, course-packs, and nebbish royal-blue sweatshirts that say LWBS in block red letters. As if Iâd ever buy one. Maybe a baby tee, but thatâs as much school spirit as Iâve got.
There are seven people ahead of me. To add insult to injury, the line next to me is moving exponentially faster. Look at me, throwing around words like exponentially. What do I think I am, an MBA student?
This place is busier than a gym at six oâclock. Not that I have a choice. I have cases to read by tomorrow. My heart pounds at the thought of the never-ending treadmill of homework. My fingers are about to break off from lugging these hundred-pound books. Iâm holding one course-pack per class, plus an extra one for Strategy. Even IC has one, which I donât understand. Why do I need photocopied casestudies to help me learn to speak in public? Iâm also lugging to the cash register the must-have B-school eighty-five-dollar calculator and seven textbooks. SEVEN. All hardcover. All in the region of a hundred dollars. Each. And they donât even sell used copies so I canât skimp on last yearâs editions. What bookstore doesnât sell used copies? What a waste. I wonât even be able to resell them next semester.
True, my dad paid my tuition, but Iâm using the money Iâve saved up over the last few years of working to pay for my books and living