pretty?
She sighed glumly. She would never knowâ¦.
What would tomorrow bring with Conrad, the vampire assassin with his powerful body and ailing mind? As she drifted off to reverie, she wondered, Can we save him when he doesnât want to be saved?
We?
The ghost doesnât return the entire night.
And he resents her for it.
It takes till late the next afternoon before he smells the scent of roses. The room is lit with afternoon sun, but he can still see her floating directly through the closed door. He knows what to look for now, how to look for her, like a hidden message in a visual puzzle.
She acts as if sheâs never left, absently lying back across the mattress and stretching her slender arms above her head. Her long hair flows out over the sheetâshining black, stark against the white. Her pale breasts are barely contained by her dress.
Sheâs forgiven.
If he isnât blooded, then why does this view captivate him? Why does it make his fangs ache?
He continues to debate the possibilities of fractured memory, hallucination, or ghost. As far as a fractured memory goes, she fits this place, this situation, too perfectly. And if sheâs a figment of his imagination, why would he imagine a woman the opposite of what he is normally attracted to?
He thought he liked tall, Nordic women with fair hair and their skin sun-pinkened from the outdoor life. But this femaleâs tiny and pale, not much over five feet tall. Her hair is black as night.
During his harsh human life, he wouldâve scarcely spared a pitying glance at her, predicting the delicate girl wouldnât last though the next winter in their war-torn country.
And she hadnât survived long. She appears to be no more than in her early twenties. If ghosts were born of violence, then how had she met her end so young?
She wouldnât have if sheâd had a strong protector. I was strong. He stifles a low growl. Iâd have kept her safe if sheâd been mine.
Maybe he wouldnât have predicted her doom over the winter and turned away. Maybe he wouldâve approached her. In his rough way, he could have attempted to garner the position as her protector. He was a skilled officer. Heâd been born a noblemanâand at least before the Great War, that had meant something. Perhaps she would have accepted him.
My God, to have had such a woman in my keepingâ¦to have taken her each night.
He can imagine what that would be like. During the day, his nightmares have been varied with strange new dreams of pinning her arms over her head and mounting her luscious little body.
Thereâs a lineâ¦thereâs a lineâ¦
Could this woman possibly be real? This would mean that not only is the ghost not imaginedâit would mean heâs gone three days without a single hallucination. A hundred years have passed since that happened last.
Which would mean, he might be⦠healing .
Like a starburst between his eyes, he finally remembers what heâd regretted, what heâd coveted so badlyâ
Nikolai and Sebastian enter then, their expressions grim. Why is Nikolai holding a syringe? In a tone low with warning, he says, âWhatâs the goddamned shot for? I havenât done anything.â
âNo, but we fear you will,â Nikolai says. âWe need to take you from the roomâand this will keep you from getting hurt.â
When Nikolai nears, he yells, âGet the fucking thing away from me, Nikolai!â He doesnât want to be mindless, canât have that happen again. âNo!â
I donât want her to see me like that.
âDamn you, I said no!â
9
N éomi was stunned anew at how viciously Conrad fought the two men, pounding his forehead against Sebastianâs and nearly taking off Nikolaiâs hand with his fangs.
In the end, his resisting gained him no ground. They injected him once again. Just before it took hold, Conrad stared in her