another box on the top of the stack.
âNoâ¦â Andie said, pressing on. âI guess I just wanted toââ
Stella threw down a pair of Anlo jeans and put her hands on her hips. âNow is not a good time, C.C.,â she sighed. âIâm in crisis mode.â She disappeared back into the closet and lifted up a pair of Jimmy Choo heels, as if a cardboard box could be hiding underneath them.
Andie stepped back, stung. C.C. She had been hoping that was filed in the back of Stellaâs brain, along with every other thing Cate had called her ( midget, wannabe, poser, Munchkin ). But apparently it was right up there, front and center.
She walked out of Stellaâs room, defeated. Sheâd been silly for thinking she could talk to Stella about modelingâthree days might have passed, but nothing had changed.
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Stella sprawled out on her bed, staring at the ornate crown molding. Clothes and boxes were spread out on her floor, like her closet had thrown up all over her room. Not only did she have zero friends in New York, now she didnât have any dress tops, either. Not that she felt like wearing them, anyway. Sheâd texted Bridget and Pippa five times, but it was nearly twelve oâclock in London, and neither of them had answered. She tugged at a golden blond ringlet until her scalp hurt.
Someone cleared her throat. Lola was perched in the doorway, scanning the room as though Stella were the victim of some horrible natural disaster. In her hand was a small bag from somewhere called Duane Reade.
âDoes this look like your room?â Stella muttered, sitting up.
âSorry,â Lola said quietly. She stared at the ripped cardboard box in the corner. âWhat are you doing?â
âMourning the loss of my favorite Madison Marcus silk top.â Stella frowned. Then she narrowed her eyes at Lola. âDid you steal a box of mine?â
âNo, no.â Lola shook her head. âI already unpacked my clothes.â She wandered into Stellaâs room, stepping over a colorful pile of Chanel nail polishes. On Stellaâs dresser was a framed photo of their family from Boxing Day. They all had thin paper crowns on their head in light green, purple, and pink. Lola pressed her finger into her dadâs grinning face, feeling like sheâd swallowed a brick. It had taken a month before theyâd found out about Cloud.
Lola smoothed down her frizzy hair and turned to Stella, chewing the ChapStick off her bottom lip. âStella?â she asked. She wanted to tell her about the cab incident this morning, and howâd sheâd eaten her lunch in the courtyard with Birdy, one of the Ashton security guards. She wanted to tell her how Kyleâgeeky, I-shoot-peas-out-of-my-nose-at-dinner Kyleâwas cool now. And more than anything, she wanted to ask how Stella could walk by that picture every day and not feel like sheâd been run over by a tank. She set the frame facedown on the dresser.
Stella leaned back against her headboard, watching Lolaâs freckled nose. It always twitched when she was about to cry. She knew that Lola hated talking about their dadâshe hadnât said a word about him all summer in Tuscany, and refused to talk to him whenever he called. It made it easier for Stella to be nice to himâLola was mad enough for the both of them. Yes, he had made a massive mistake, but he was still their dad.
Just then Stellaâs iPhone blared its techno ring. She picked up the phone and looked at the vibrating screen. Cate.
âLola,â she said holding up one finger. âI have to get this, hold on.â She picked up her mobile. âHello?â she asked. Cate had only ever called her onceâand that had been three days ago.
âWhat are you doing?â Cate asked.
âJust unpacking my clothesââ
âAlone?â
Stella eyed Lola, who had walked back toward the door, swinging the red and
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