so?
Mary met Aaronâs eyes briefly across the table, and he realized that Jonathan had not spoken to her about this since theyâd all talked it over together last winter. His puckered brows clearly told Mary that Aaron was aware of Jonathanâs plans and that they didnât rest well with him.
The baby had fallen asleep, and Pris took him off to his bed but returned from upstairs to the living room and began playing the organ. It was getting late, and Aaron knew theyâd soon be leaving. If he wanted to talk to her, this was his chance. When he got up to leave the kitchen Newt would have followed him, but Agnes sent him packing upstairs to get ready for bed. Aaron was grateful.
Priscilla had her back to Aaron when he came into the living room. He came up behind her and put his hands on her shoulders, but she continued to play, pumping the foot pedals and creating a gusty sound that wafted louder than his voice, giving them a sort of privacy.
âWe have to talk,â he said to her back.
âUh-uh,â was all she said.
âHow long are you going to keep this up?â
âI donât want to talk to you or see you anymore,â she said.
âTurn around and look at me when you say that,â he challenged her.
âIt would be the same, looking at you or not.â
He swung her by the shoulders until she spun around on the revolving organ stool to face him. Her hands had slid across the keys, and the discordant notes swooned to a telling silence as the bellows lost air. The voices in the kitchen waned momentarily. Then the sound of scraping chairs told Aaron they were preparing to leave.
He lowered his voice. âWill you come outside so we can talk this over like two adults?â
âNo. I have to help Mama put the kids to bed.â
âOkay, have it your way,â Aaron conceded. âBut Iâll come down and get you for the dance tomorrow night.â
âIâm going with Willy,â she said.
âNext Saturday, then.â
âDonât waste your time, Aaron,â she said dryly.
âOkay, have it your way for now.â Then he went to join the others at the door and say his goodnights to Clem and Agnes.
The ride home was uncomfortable. While the trap seated two comfortably, it crowded three. Aaron sat nearly atilt in his corner, stretching anarm along the back of the seat to widen the space where Mary sat wedged. Although her left shoulder found space behind Jonathan, her right nested warmly against Aaron. His leg bolstered hers, and his armpit contoured her shoulder. In days past theyâd ridden this way unaware of crowded limbs. That was no longer true.
In bed later, sealed inside the dark, Mary said to Jonathan, âI didnât know you planned to go to the Cattle Exposition.â
âWe talked about buying the bull last winter,â he reminded her.
âYes, but that wasâ¦before.â
âYou mean you donât want me to buy one now?â
ââCourse I do, but do you have to go to Minneapolis to do it?â
âIf Iâm to get the purebred I want for starting the herd, then yes.â
âI can see youâre dead set on going.â
âAha.â
âWhen?â
âIn five weeks.â
She knew how badly he wanted to buy his first bull, but she knew, too, that the trip fell in with his other thoughts. She couldnât let him go along assuming everything would go as planned while he was gone.
âI know you want that bull terribly bad, Jonathan, and what I said last winter Iâll stick by. Iâll help Aaron with the corn if itâs not done yetâso you can goâbut donât expect to come home and find me changed, because I wonât be.â
His voice came lightly from his pillow. âThatâsfine, Mary.â But his tone implied, âWeâll wait and see.â
She felt the spinning of events whirling on in spite of her, like when she was a