tomorrow, weâll do it later. Weâre down to the last thirty boxes. We can do that easy before next weekend.â
Everybody reverted back to not talking. That was okay. I knew Ashton didnât need to be pushed right now. He was hurting and he had the right to feel hurt. Iâd wait until later to talk to him. Iâd give him a phone call tonight. Although I wasnât exactly sure what it was that I was going to say when I did call him.The phone kept ringingâfourâ¦fiveâ¦and there was still no answer. I guessed nobody was home. Maybe that was better anyway because I still hadnât figured out what I was going to say.
There was a âclickâ and an answering machine came to life.
âWeâre not home,â said a womanâs voice. âAt the beep please leave a message and weâll get back to you as soon as possible.â
I hated leaving messages.
âBeep!â
I hesitated for a split second. Maybe I should just hang up. No, I better say something. âUmâ¦helloâ¦umâ¦this isâ¦umâ¦Nick andââ
âHey, Nick.â It was Ashton.
âHi. I didnât think anybody was in,â I said.
âIâm home. I always listen for the machine. If itâs not for me I just leave it. That way I donât have to take messages.â
âThatâs smart.â
âAnd safe. You donât have any big brothers, so you canât imagine how mad they get if you forget to tell them that some girl called.â
âI know I get annoyed when somebody doesnât tell me that Kia called.â
âThis is a little more serious. These arenât girls who are friends but girlfriends. The worst, about two years ago, was when some girl called and asked for one of my brothers and I said he wasnât home because he was out on a date with his girlfriend.â
âWhatâs so bad about that?â I asked.
âWhat I didnât know was that he was out on a date with
one
of his girlfriends, and I was talking to another one who didnât know about the first.â
I burst out laughing.
âGlad you think itâs funny,â he said. âMy brother, my much bigger brother, didnât think it was funny at all. Speaking of funny, the message you started to leave was pretty funny.â
âWhat was so funny about it?â
âYeah, it sounded like you didnât remember your own name. âUmâ¦this isâ¦this isâ¦um⦠Nick.â â
âI donât like talking to machines,â I explained. âSo how you doing?â
âIâm doing just fine. Now.â
âI thought you might need some time,â I said.
âAll I needed was time to make the right decision.â
âDecision, what decision?â I asked. I didnât want him to make any decision.
âIâm quitting the team.â
âYou canât quit!â I exclaimed.
âSure I can. Already decided. Iâm not going back again.â
âBut you canât do that. Youâre a great player and the team needs you.â
âDidnât you hear? The team doesnât need me because Iâm not even part of the team.â
âOf course youâre part of the team!â
âNo, I play me-ball not b-ball.â
âHe wasnât just saying that about you. Nobody was passing the ball.â
âIt doesnât matter. Havenât you figured it out? That coach wants me to quit. He doesnât want me on the team.â
âYes he does. If he didnât want you on the team, he wouldnât have picked you in the first place,â I tried to explain.
âNo, itâs better for him if he picks me and then I quit. Then he can say itâs my fault instead of the real reason,â Ashton said.
âWhat do you mean, the real reason?â I asked.
âHeâs a racist.â
âA racist! How can you say that?â
âBecause he is.