sophomore at Rutgers up in New Brunswick. Her early teens had been the stuff of after-school specials and movies of the week on one of those womenâs cable channels. Strangely enough, her fatherâs death two years ago had settled her down. Her grades were improving. She was staying out of trouble. It was more than most of the family had expected. No wonder Claire crossed herself every time Kathleenâs name came up. Claire was a wise woman. She wasnât taking any chances.
âWhat time is Bernie coming over?â Claire sat down at the table next to Billy Jr. and rubbed her jaw with her right hand.
âAround six.â
âIs Pete working tonight?â
Aidan snagged a chocolate chip cookie and popped it in his mouth. âHe said heâd come in and man the bar while I went over the books.â Pete was a retired firefighter who worked at OâMalleyâs a few nights a week.
She rubbed her cheek again, wincing at the touch of her own fingertips. âI took a look at the ledger,â she said. âIt wasnât a pretty sight.â
He threw an arm around her bony shoulders and gave her a quick hug. âWeâll make it work. Things will pick up, Claire. Winters are always tough.â
âWhereâre my crayons?â Billy Jr. asked through a mouthful of cookie. âI want to color.â
Claire sighed loudly. âIâm sorry, honey. I forgot to bring the toy bag with me.â
Billy Jr. opened his mouth to protest, but Aidan broke in before his nephew had a chance to let go full throttle. âI have something youâll like better.â
âI like my crayons,â Billy Jr. said.
âMore than a Game Boy?â
âYou have a Game Boy?â Only seven and he sounded as suspicious as a forty-year-old.
âIt was Kellyâs. She said you could have it if you promise not to beat her Zelda score.â
It was genetic. No OâMalley could resist a challenge. Aidan pulled Kellyâs old Game Boy from the drawer near the back door and flipped the On switch. âHere you go,â he said, handing it to Billy Jr. with a grin. âLetâs see what you can do.â
Billy Jr. settled down to play with the kind of manic concentration usually found in hockey fans and astrophysicists.
âIsnât it time for the daily chili delivery?â Claire said in her usual brusquely cheerful manner. âI want to get out of here by six so I can go home and bake cookies for Billyâs class tomorrow.â
âIâll be back in plenty of time.â
âI didnât mean to rattle your cage about Kelly.â
âYou didnât rattle my cage. You told me you saw her on Main Street when she should have been in school. You did what a godmotherâs supposed to do.â Claire saw Kelly through a different lens, one that had been shaped by her problems with Kathleen. But Kelly wasnât Kathleen, not by any stretch of the imagination.
âShe might be smart, but sheâs still just seventeen,â Claire said, âand seventeen is a dangerous age.â
He remembered seventeen. The wild highs and butt-dragging lows. The nuclear-powered hormones. The explosion when desire and opportunity finally come together in a mind-blowing moment ofâ
Shit.
He tried to push aside the faint buzz of apprehension moving up his spine, but the memory of seventeen wouldnât let him. It sat on his shoulder as he climbed into the Jeep, and it whispered in his ear as he backed out of the driveway and headed west toward the firehouse. Seventeen lived in the now. Seventeen didnât understand that actions had consequences.
Seventeen didnât know that even love had its price.
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BARNEY KURKOWSKI WAS waiting in the parking lot behind the firehouse. He looked as if he was thinking about bench-pressing a Buick.
âWhaddya got for me today?â Barney asked as Aidan unlatched the back window of the truck and lowered