vacations together, celebrated Christmas, birthdays.â He shrugged. âUlrik is more ambitious than me. I suppose thatâs what Elena was missing.â
Sanneâs smile stiffened. âIf you donât want ââ
âNo, itâs okay.â He took another sip. The coffee tasted bitter. âWeâd drifted apart â I just hadnât noticed it. Ulrik on the other hand â Ow, go . . .â Heâd squeezed the cardboard cup so hard that the lid had popped off and hot coffee spilled onto his hand. Sanne grabbed the cup, started wiping the scalding hot coffee off his hand with her napkin. The touch sent a shock through him.
âItâs not that bad,â he said to Sanne. âIt just surprised me.â
She looked at his hand with a worried expression. âItâs always bad when there are children involved,â she said. âHow old is she?â
âMariaâs sixteen, starting grade ten.â He pictured Maria. âSheâs going to stay with me for the next two weeks.â He hadnât seen her for two months. How would she react when they met? Was she still angry at him? He was suddenly nervous about seeing her again. How well did he really know her anymore?
âListen, if youâd rather just be with your daughter tonight . . .â Sanne looked down. âBut I was wondering if youâd like to come to my place for dinner? I mean, me and my boyfriendâs place.â
âThat sounds nice. I think . . .â It should really be just him and Maria tonight of all nights. But what was he going to say to her? Where would he start? He threw the coffee cup into a garbage can by the promenade. âYou know what, weâd like that a lot.â
Chapter 15
T here was a file from the translator in her mail slot when she returned. Quick service. Impressive .
She waited until she was inside her office before she placed the original and the translation side by side on her desk. She adjusted the lamp and started reading.
Dear Mira,
I hope you get my letter. I donât understand why I canât have your actual address? I promise I wonât come to Copenhagen. I just get so worried.
Mira, I know youâre just like me. You knew what you were getting into. But donât waste your life. Soon it will be too late. Soon you wonât be able to have a normal job. The streets devour you. They chew you up and spit you out until thereâs nothing left. You know Iâve been there and God knows I never want to go back. I implore you, no I beg you: think carefully.
You were so beautiful when you were little. You babbled and laughed in my arms. It was just the two of us in the world. Canât it be like that again?
That was all I wanted to say. Hurry home, dear girl. Time passes by far too quickly and before you know it, itâs too late. If itâs money you need, then write. Iâll see what I can do.
I love you.
Your Mom,
Zoe
Sanne put the letter down. Ulrik was right: its contents had not revealed much about Mira. The letter suggested that her mom had been a prostitute too. Had Zoe in some way passed her fate onto her daughter? She forced back the thought. Better to think about what she was going to cook for Lars and his daughter. Tasty but not too fancy. Everyday food, something along the lines of salmon, or fresh plaice. Something that tasted of Danish summer.
She had better call Martin and tell him they were having guests.
Chapter 16
A flock of pigeons flew up from the tracks and veered out over Lygten. The F-Line from Hellerup rumbled into Nørrebro Station.
Lars had a knot in his stomach; he was perspiring, afraid of meeting a sixteen-year-old high school student. It could hardly be more pathetic. But Maria was the person he loved more than anyone â and she was furious with him.
She had sent him a short text message earlier. She was arriving on the F-line at 4:18 p.m., and even though sheâd said