a connection with what weâre going through now.
Lindsey, sheâs still an enigma to me. She talks a mile a minute and eats just as fast. I think thatâs probably so she doesnât really taste it. But sheâs small as a bird and doesnât seem to haveany issues about gaining weight. She looks a little pale today and that worries me some.
âArenât you hot?â I ask.
I was hot earlier today so I took my hoodie off. Meagan Helmper was sitting behind me in Geometry and she sort of gasped when I did. I havenât been without my hoodie in school for years so I guess she was just surprised that Iâd taken it off at all. I just wore a T-shirt underneath it and it was a clean one, so I didnât think there was any offensive odor. Still, every time I turned around Meagan was staring at me. And not in a bad way.
Lindsey rolls her eyes. âNo. I said Iâm fine.â
âAre you trying to block out somebodyâs thoughts?â Sasha says taking a bite of her sandwich.
Iâd been thinking that, so when I nibble on the cold grilled cheese that was on the gourmet school lunch menu today, I wait for her response.
âIâm trying to survive one day at a time,â she says in an exasperated tone. She picks up her grilled cheese and takes a small bite, chewing it like she has a toothache.
Thereâs definitely something bothering her.
âFatima says that in the Majestic, telepaths are highly coveted. Higher-level magicals want to harvest their power to give them a better advantage,â Sasha says like sheâs relaying the daily gossip from around Lincoln.
âOh great, so I need to worry about somebody else wanting this freaky power.â Lindsey is definitely not in her usual happy-go-lucky mood today.
âAnybody else think it strange we havenât seen the creepy darkness for a while?â
As soon as Krystal says this I think about the voice in myhead, about what it said about Styx being a servant of the Underworld.
Sasha nods and crunches a celery stick in her mouth. âFatima says we should beware of the calm before the storm.â
âDoes Fatima ever give real answers?â I ask, and it sounds like an explosion of words. Iâm just saying, Sasha puts a lot of credence in what Fatima says. And I get that sheâs the Messenger, but she never really tells us anything that we havenât already guessed or figured out. âWhy canât she just tell us what the deal is, who weâre fighting and why we were selected?â
For a minute Sasha just stares at me. Lindsey sort of hunches down in her seat a little more, rocking back and forth. I really would like to know what is going on with her but Iâm not about to push her on an answer.
âAre we in a mood today?â Sasha asks. âAnd what happened to your face? Yesterday it was all bruised up, now itâs not.â
âJeez, my face is fine and no Iâm not in a mood. Iâm just tired of not getting any straight answers from this Fatima person. I mean, if sheâs a messenger, isnât she supposed to deliver messages about the unknown?â
âWell, for your information, she can only tell us certain things at a time,â Sasha answers.
âWhy? We need to know everything now so we can be prepared,â I insist.
Lindsey shakes her head. âI donât want to know everything.â
âOkay, why donât we just calm down,â Krystal says looking from me to Sasha with pleading eyes. âWe all want answers, Jake. But maybe thereâs a reason for Fatima telling us a little at a time. I donât know about you, but Iâve learned enough new stuff in the past few months to actually last me a lifetime.â
My headâs hurting, my temperâs boiling now, temples aching as the anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach grows. Slamming my hand down on the table makes each of the girls jump. âWe may not have