heâd been glaring at Sammy as if heâd like to take a swing at him, and poor Sammy wouldnât even have an inkling of what was going on.
Was Brett jealous? The possibility made her almost dizzy with hope. He had no reason to be, but wouldnât jealousy signal that he cared more deeply for her than sheâd thought?
Tessa was good enough at her job, and disciplined enough, that she managed to be productive even though she kept one eye on Perryâs door, waiting for Brett to reappear. She was jittery and excited, and she smiled a little in amusement at herself, because none of her friends here would ever believe that Tessa Conway could be nervous over a man. The difference was that Brett wasnât just a man, he was the man, and that was quite a lot of difference. Not even Andrew had ever made her feel the way she felt with Brett, and at the time Tessa had thought herself sincerely in love with Andrew. She was learning that there were many different degrees of love, and that the deep, hungry need she felt for Brett far surpassed anything sheâd even imagined.
At last Brett came out of Perryâs office, but he passed her without even glancing in her direction. Tessa felt a pang of unreasonable hurt; after all, sheâd been the one whoâd said that she would feel uncomfortable with office gossip, so Brett was only following her wishes in not making their relationship obvious. But she found that she still wanted something from him: a look, a smile, anything to reassure her that he didnât feel as cold as he looked.
Whatever heâd wanted from Perry, evidently Perry hadnât found it to be a pleasant visit. Through the open door of Perryâs office, Tessa could see him pacing back and forth, alternately wringing his hands or shoving his fingers through his thinning hair. Sheâd heard thatBrett often had that effect on the executives and department heads who had to deal with him. There were two sides to his personality, and she felt a little disoriented because she couldnât quite reconcile the coldly scathing executive who tore strips of hide off anyone who crossed him with the man of burning sensuality who kissed her with such sweet fire.
How could she find herself so helplessly in love with a man she didnât really know? He was a puzzle to her, his personality an intricate maze that she longed to solve, because she felt that her reward for finding the secrets of his personality would be a fiery love that would last a lifetime.
By noon, the fact that Brett Rutland had had a private meeting with Perry was all over the office. âWhatâs going on?â Billie asked eagerly over lunch. âIs Perry in trouble?â
âNot that I know of,â Tessa said, startled at the thought.
âThen why did Rutland have a private meeting with him?â
âNow, you know youâre always telling me not to get too friendly with people,â Tessa said innocently. âWhat was I supposed to do, go up to the man and say, âMr. Rutland, honey, what are you doing in here?ââ
âNo one would be surprised,â Billie grumbled. âAnd the hell of it is, heâd probably say, âMiss Conway, honey, why donât I take you out to dinner tonight and tell you all about it?ââ
Yes, he might say exactly that, Tessa thought, and smiled. She had to be a blue-ribbon fool, but she longed for the hours to pass so she could see him again, evenknowing that he wasnât in the best of moods and that he was hard to handle even when he was feeling good. But she wanted to see him; she wanted to rest her head on his hard chest and soak up his nearness, like a flower soaking up the sun. Sheâd known him less than a week, but heâd embedded himself so deeply in her thoughts that it was difficult for her to remember how it had been before, when there had been no tall man with tawny hair and navy eyes who overshadowed every other man
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