with her already? What remains to be seen?â
âItâs complicated,â I say, thinking of Chloe, wondering how sheâd react to seeing me with this woman, whether sheâd care at all. âI donât know that I can explain.â
I get off the boat, approach Rita and extend my hand. âThanks for your help today ... and for Metrozoo. It was a great idea.â
âOh,â she says, âwait a minute. Mr. Gomez gave me something for you.â She rushes off, goes to her car and returns with an envelope. âHe said youâd know what to do with this.â
Taking it, I nod, double it over, put it in my pocket. âThank you again,â I say turning toward the boat.
Rita doesnât move. âPeter, couldnât I possibly join you to see this house you were talking about? I mean I had fun with you today. I think you had a good time too.â She says no more, waits for my reply.
I turn back. âI did have a good time,â I say, looking at her, thinking how long itâs been since I felt the warmth of another body pressed against mine. But I wonder about Ritaâs motives. Sheâs human, ambitious, obviously well aware of the wealth that I control and an employee of my business â all good reasons to avoid entanglement with her. And then, of course, thereâs Chloe. I just donât want to hurt Ritaâs feelings. If things work out, the woman could be very useful for me.
âYou went shopping with me today for a gift for another woman,â I say. âIâll be leaving the country in a few months. If everything goes okay, Iâll be marrying that woman in a year or two. Iâm just trying to be fair to you. ...â
âWhy donât you let me decide whatâs fair for me?â Rita steps closer to me. âNo oneâs looking to get married here.â She moves even closer, so our bodies almost touch.
The scent of her perfume reminds me of jasmine. That, mixed with her natural scent, spiked with the slight hint of her sexual excitement and my four-year self-imposed abstinence, makes her almost irresistible. Hating my weakness, I put my hands on her hips, pull her the last few centimeters toward me and lean forward so my lips meet hers.
Overhead the late afternoon sun burns down upon us. We ignore its heat, pay no notice to the caress of the sea breeze as it plays with our clothes and our hair.
A couple, leaving their boat, walks by us, averting their eyes, giggling, whispering about our kisses and hugs loud enough to be heard. Rita tightens her embrace. âScrew them,â she murmurs.
âPapa,â Henri mindspeaks. âWhy is she still here? Weâre not going to eat her, are we, Papa?â
âNo, weâre not,â I mindspeak, pulling back from Rita.
âGood,â Henri says. âI like her.â
âMe too.â Cocking my head toward the boat, I say out loud, âLook whoâs up.â
Rita smiles toward Henri, smooths her blouse, straightens her hair. âI guess no boat ride for me today, huh?â
I shake my head. âNot today,â I say. âItâs probably for the best.â
She shrugs, says, âWell, you know where to find me,â and walks away before I can say anything else.
6
Iâm ready to be gone. I wake each morning anxious to rush through the day so the next day can come and go. I call Tindall so often, to ask whether all the arrangements have been made in Jamaica, that he finally growls, âFor Christâs sake, Peter, how hard do you think it is to hire a few house servants and an interior decorator? The house will be ready before you leave. Your Land Roverâs sitting in Kingston at the dealer. As soon as I hire your groundskeeper, Iâll have him pick it up.â
Almost a week has passed since we went with Rita to the zoo and Henri continues to delight me with his progress around humans. I regret now that I set our departure