at a piece of paper. âWhatâs the difference between the word spelled P-R-I-N-C-I-P-A-L and the one spelled P-R-I-N-C-I-P-L-E?â
âThe first one is the head of a school, like Ms. Garcia. The second one is a belief that helps you know whatâs right or wrong.â He smiles. âFor example, itâs against my principles to do my daughterâs homework for her.â
Julia groans. âIf Iâm going to be an artist when I grow up, why do I need to know how to spell?â
With a laugh, George heads off.
Poor Julia, I think. Gorillas get by just fine without learning how to spell. All those endless letters, those sticks and circles and zigzags, filling up books and magazines, billboards and candy wrappers.
Words.
Humans love their words.
I leap up. Bob goes flying, straight into my pool.
A word.
âYou know how I feel about wet feet!â Bob yells. He scrambles out of the water, shaking each foot in dismay.
I look out my window at the billboard. I can still hear Mackâs voice in my head: âCOME TO THE EXIT 8 BIG TOP MALL AND VIDEO ARCADE, HOME OF THE ONE AND ONLY IVAN, MIGHTY SILVERBACK!â
I count to twelve, and then I count again, just to be sure.
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I lay out sixteen pieces of poster board. Four down, four across.
A perfect square.
âWhat are you up to?â Bob demands. âIâm guessing it doesnât involve sleep.â
âIt has to do with the billboard.â
âThat signâs a monstrosity. Particularly since Iâm not featured.â
I grab my bucket of red paint. âYouâre not on the billboard because youâre not in the show,â I point out.
âTechnically, I donât even live here,â Bob says with a sniff. âI am homeless by choice.â
âI know. Iâm just saying.â
I study the billboard. Then I make two fat lines, like broom handles. Another fat line connects them.
I stand back. âWhat do you think?â
âWhat is it? No, wait: let me guess. A ladder?â
âNot a ladder,â I say. âA letter . At least I think thatâs what theyâre called. I have to make three more.â
Bob cuddles up next to Not-Tag. âWhy?â he asks, yawning.
âBecause then Iâll have a word. A very important word.â I dip my fingers into the paint.
âWhat word?â Bob asks.
âHome.â
Bob closes his eyes. âThatâs not so important,â he says quietly.
nervous
All day long I knuckle walk circles around my cage.
Iâm so nervous I canât nap. I canât even eat.
Well, not very much, anyway.
Iâm ready to show Julia what Iâve made.
It has to be Julia. Sheâs an artist. Surely sheâll look, truly look, at my painting. She wonât notice the smudges and tears. She wonât care if the pieces donât quite fit together. Sheâll see past all of that.
Surely Julia will see what Iâve imagined.
I watch Ruby trudge sullenly through the four-oâclock show, and I wonder: What will happen if I fail? What if I canât make Julia understand?
But of course I know the answer. Nothing. Nothing will happen.
Ruby will remain the main attraction at the Exit 8 Big Top Mall and Video Arcade, conveniently located off I-95, with shows at two, four, and seven, 365 days a year, year after year after year.
showing julia
Itâs time to show my work.
The mall is silent, except for Thelma the macaw, who is practicing a new phrase: âUh-oh!â
Julia is finishing her homework. George is sweeping outside. Mack has gone home for the night.
I grab Not-Tag and carefully pull out the folded papers. So many paintings! Page after page. Piece after piece of my giant puzzle.
I pound on my glass, and Julia glances over.
Fingers trembling, I hold up one of my paintings. Itâs brown and green, a corner piece.
Julia smiles.
I display another picture, and then another and another and another,