we walked toward our rooms, I couldnât rid myself of an uneasy feeling. Something about the exchange we had overheard was bothering me, and I realized suddenly what it was. Desmond Roberts was besotted with Isobel Van Allen, but there had been more than love in his voice. There had been anger and something more: desperation.
Both emotions could prove dangerous.
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7
I DRESSED FOR dinner feeling very much as though I was attending an execution rather than an evening meal at a country estate.
I didnât know what to make of Isobel Van Allen or of the conversation I had overheard between her and Mr. Roberts. Why should she want to keep her book a secret from her secretary? Granted, he was not operating solely in a professional capacity where she was concerned, but it seemed she should have wanted to confide in him if no one else.
She had told me it was not always possible to follow the heart. What had she meant? Why had she come back seven years later to gather the members of that ill-fated party together?
I tried and failed to think of what her motive might be. Though it was perfectly apparent she didnât care what others thought of her, I didnât think that she was motivated by malice alone. If it had been only that, she could have come back long ago. Or she might have written the book from the comforts of her home in Kenya with the handsome Mr. Roberts to type for her. She might have whipped up a scandal from half a world away if that had been her inclination.
No, there was some other reason she had chosen to return to Lyonsgate, to make this very public announcement. For some reason she had wanted to be back at the scene of the tragedy and to face the participants. Was it possible that she herself was searching for answers?
Perhaps tonight we would find out.
âYou look positively downcast, darling,â Milo observed as he came into my room tying his necktie. âWhatâs troubling you?â
âI donât know,â I said. âThereâs something wrong in all of this, and I canât quite decide what it is. Itâs just so very odd that Reggie Lyons should have called everyone here. Why should they all be willing to come? If I had been here, I donât think I could be induced to set foot on the spot again.â
Milo shrugged. âIt was unfortunate, yes, but there is no reason why everyone should wish to avoid Lyonsgate forever. After all, Iâd wager that there isnât a country house in the whole of England that hasnât been touched by death. Heaven knows how many people have died at Thornecrest.â
It was not a comforting thought, and I hoped it would not occur to me the next time we visited our country house.
âIn any event,â he went on, âitâs safe to assume most of the gentlemen were in the war, and half the women lost someone to it. Itâs not as though they would be strangers to death.â
âYouâre right,â I said, âwhich only proves my point. Thereâs something else that is going on here. If it was as simple as a dreadful accident, it wouldnât have affected everyone so deeply.â
âWhy donât you ask your cousin?â
âI have. She doesnât really know much about it. She was not close to any of them, you know. She had only recently been invited into their circle. I donât think she was aware of everything that was happening at the time.â
âItâs really none of our concern,â Milo said. He was, as usual, supremely uninterested in anything that did not affect him directly. âLet them go on clawing at each other. At least the wine is good.â
âMilo, I do wish you would be serious.â
âI am being serious, darling. But you become much too invested in people who are all perfect strangers to us. In fact, I donât see why you should be concerned with it at all.â
âBut Iâ¦â
âYes, darling, I know,â he