either agreed or wanted to be sure she always pleased my mother, even now. She always made sure I didnât leave the house with my hair disheveled, or wearing something torn or missing a button, or certainly wearing anything with a stain on it.
I chose a prettier blouse than the one I was wearing, changed my shoes to a newer pair, and then brushed my hair, pinning it back with hair clips. I couldnât throw off my sense of guilt for caring about my looks so soon after Willieâs funeral, but it wasnât that easy to push aside what I knew had pleased my mother.
Grandpa certainly looked pleased when he saw me.He smiled, put his hand on my shoulder, and then held my hand as we walked out to his car. Jimmy Wilson and two of the grounds workers paused to look our way. They were replacing bulbs in the driveway and landscape lights. Jimmy smiled and waved, obviously happy to see me out and about. I waved back and got into Grandpaâs sedan, immediately feeling funny about it.
There hadnât been all that many times in my life when I had gone somewhere with Grandpa and not had Willie along, too. Sometimes Grandpa took me to a friendâs home, but even if we went shopping for something I needed, Willie would be with us, because he knew that Grandpa would find something to buy for him, too. I usually sat in the front, and Willie sat in the rear. He would talk from the moment we drove out of the estate to wherever we were going. Grandpa called him âMotor Mouthâ and said he could get more words to the mile than anyone he knew. He also said he would have been a good passenger for him to take along when he used to drive trucks long distances. âI wouldnât ever fall asleep with Willie in the truck,â heâd say. That didnât discourage Willie. If anything, it got him to say more.
Perhaps it was the quiet. Maybe Grandpa was thinking about Willie talking a blue streak, too, but we rode for quite a while before either of us spoke.
âThe poisoned boy really hasnât spoken yet, Grandpa?â I began.
âHe doesnât even cry. He doesnât call for his mother. First they thought he might be deaf, because he wouldnât even turn toward the person speaking tohim, but they know heâs not. My guess is he doesnât trust anyone.â
âWhy not?â
âSomeone he should have trusted disappointed him. Thatâs one theory Dr. Patrick expressed. She hasnât had any luck getting him to talk to her, either.â
âWho is she?â
âThe psychiatrist I asked to look in on him,â he said.
I didnât know anyone who went to a psychiatrist, much less a young person. It seemed so strange. Werenât his physical injuries more important? âUncle Bobby said he canât move his legs.â
Grandpa nodded. âDr. Friedman, the neurologist, told me itâs like the boyâs neurological systems have shut down. He said he has seen similar cases. The arsenic did some damage to his nerves and affected his muscles. It could take a long time for him to recuperate. Some patients donât. Heâs stopping in tonight and will tell me more about it.â
âWhatâs that all mean? Heâll die, too?â
âNo, not now. He could have, almost did. They said another hour or so might have made all the difference. Heâll be in a wheelchair for a while . . . maybe forever.â
âOh. Then heâll have to go to a special place, right?â I said quickly. Even though I had agreed to go to see him and even to speak to himâmainly because of the things Myra had told meâI was still hoping he would be out of our lives soon and forever.
âWeâll see,â Grandpa said.
When we arrived at the hospital, the police detective who had been looking for Grandpa earlier greeted us in the lobby. He introduced himself as Lieutenant Bronson. Grandpa wasnât happy he was there and didnât
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