Saratoga?â He sent a stone skidding across the ice. When it slid to a stop near the middle of the frozen river, he said, âDifferent places. Wherever my work takes me. I like to see different parts of the country.â
âWhat place did you like best?â She had to keep the conversation going. Maybe he would divulge more about himself.
He leaned his arm behind her. Even though the waning sunlight added to the chill, the mere brush of his sleeve against the back of her coat sent fiery delight along her. She did not move as he raised his other hand and swept it across the sky as if building a scene from his imagination.
âSan Francisco,â he answered. âI loved the hills and the sea and the bay and all the excitement of a city coming to life.â His fingertip brushed her cheek, bringing her face toward his. âYouâd love it there, too, Gypsy. Instead of staying up day and night to cook for these jacks, you could be dancing and gambling and playing host to the cityâs rich.â
âNot my idea of fun.â She wanted to lower her eyes, but she could not keep from staring at his lips as he spoke.
âBut itâs a lot like Saratoga.â His hand glided up her back, and his mustache brushed her mouth when he leaned toward her to whisper, âWe could have fun there together.â
With a soft groan, she turned away before he could tempt her with another soul-sapping kiss. She was finding out nothing but how much she wanted to be in his arms. She clasped her hands in her lap and fought to keep her voice even as she asked, âWhich place did you like least?â
His smile faded. âSouth to fight in the war.â
She bit back her gasp as pain tightened his face. Pressing her hand over her stomach, which twisted like a branch in a high wind, she realized if she had met Adam Lassiter then, he would have been one of the enemy. She easily could imagine him in a kepi cap only a few shades darker than his deep blue eyes. Whether he had worn the shoulder straps of an officer or the stripes of an enlisted man, he had been a Yankee.
âI donât want to talk about it,â he continued.
She nodded, for once eager to agree with him. She did not want to talk about that horrible time when hunger and death had stalked the street in front of her house.
She whispered, âNow itâs my turn to apologize.â
âNothing to apologize for.â He pushed himself to his feet. Draping one arm over the crutch, he jammed his hands into his pockets. âYou werenât shooting at us.â A sudden smile tore the anguish from his face. âAfter working for you this week, I know youâd never let a man die so quickly and easily.â
She shivered and lowered her eyes. At his laugh, she looked up to discover his grin.
He tapped her nose as he asked, âCold?â
âNot very.â
âYouâre shivering. Someone step on your grave?â
With a gasp of horror, she stood. He caught her arm, holding her easily even though he was balanced on his crutch.
âLet me go!â she cried.
âWhoa! Whatâs wrong with you?â
âHow could you say something like that?â
âSomething like what?â His raven brows dipped toward each other. âWhatâs wrong with you? All I said wasââ
âDonât say it again!â
He swayed as she tried to pull away, but refused to release her. âItâs just a saying my grandmother used to use. I didnât mean to upset you.â
âI know. Itâs just all this talk of the war and dying and ⦠Iâm sorry, Adam.â
âMe, too.â He gave her a lopsided grin. âAt least we arenât arguing.â
âI think Iâd rather argue with you.â
âAre those our only choices?â His fingers stroked hers as his sapphire eyes glowed.
She frowned. âWhat do you mean?â
Chuckling, he said, âYou may be