However, over the years, his facial features had grown to be really impressive. He got some amazing biceps and the slight stubble on his face did wonder to his appeal. He exuded raw sex vibe and having known him for long, I had wanted to take our friendship a notch higher, but I still didn’t feel love.
As we had spent quite a lot of time, he became well versed with the tits and bits of details he certainly lacked. I wanted to tell him that maybe I had some feelings for him, but I was scared of jeopardizing the little friendship I had. Moreover, I myself wasn’t very clear of what I felt.
The fact that Xavier would forever be my friend was once again confirmed when I was lying on the grass in my backyard with Xavier.
“So, Emily I had a question for you. I am not sure if I am supposed to ask this, but I figure there are no rules of restrictions between the two of us, isn’t it?” Xavier said.
It was the first time since I have met Xavier that he had a topic which he was little apprehensive of while talking to me. Obviously, it increased my curiosity and I wanted to know what the matter was.
“Xavier, please go ahead. You know this. We are best buddies, you can tell me anything.”
“So, I heard Susie say that you are a virgin and you then cried the whole day at school.”
He waited and so did I because I wanted him to finish his sentence. When he didn’t add anything, I gave him a look because I didn’t know what he wanted me to ask. Was Xavier too going to rub the fact that I was a virgin? I couldn’t believe after years of friendship, we had come to this.
As tears began to well up in my eyes and I told him, I never expected that Xavier you too would mock me for my virginity. It isn’t like I have a disease. It is just that no one likes me enough to fuck me! What is so hard to believe?
“Ah, no Emily you got me all wrong. My question here is why didn’t you tell this to me ever? From what I know, all you need to lose your virginity is a guy and his tools. I have got the tools. I could help you lose your virginity. I even read a couple of books and I am sure I can do this. Why didn’t you trust me enough for this? I mean, I am your best friend. Of course, I owe you a favor,” Xavier said.
If any other guy would have told this, I would have been offended as it would have felt bad. But, I knew Xavier and I knew that he had grown up in an environment devoid of people and this is why he didn’t even have a lot of basic sense but, most of all I knew he had a heart of gold and would never ever hurt me.
“It is not like that,” I said and I didn’t even know how to explain him best without getting flustered. To be honest, I had fantasized of Xavier a lot of times. I often woke up in bed, feeling weary and messed as I found my hands in my pants and I smiled knowing I had fantasized about Xavier having sex with me.
“No, I mean I was so baffled. You could always ask me for anything. You are the best friend I have and I would do anything for you. I read that women absolutely love long and thick cock. I checked mine with the average measurement of regular human and you know what? Mine is really longer and a whole lot thicker. See here, let me demonstrate it to you,” Xavier said.
I was mortified but at the same time, I couldn’t stop giggling. I wanted to see his enormous cock, but then again I knew this wasn't the right time.
“Xavier, listen to me. This happens when –”
I hadn’t even completed my sentence when Xavier stripped him and got rid of his pants and he exposed his mountain of a cock that was enormous. I stood awestruck and my mouth was formed in the perfect O.
“Holy mother of god!” I said and for the love of my life, I couldn’t wait to cradle it. Of course, I wanted that massive thing and I knew that it was worth saving my virginity but as much as I was desperate for it, I knew this wasn’t the right way.
“Zip your pants, Xavier. Let me tell you how this is to be done,” I