Johnson was already halfway across the rapidly emptying parking lot.
Bobbi started to shout after him, but the door opened again and Chip appeared. He moved forward unsteadily, smiling at her, his face pale, almost bloodless under the parking lot lights. He was wearing fadedjeans and a Shadyside letter jacket that he had snapped up to the collar.
âHi,â he called. âHowâs it going?â His smile was forced, she saw. His eyes werenât quite focusing on her.
âAre you okay?â she blurted out.
The question seemed to catch him off guard. âIâm not sure,â he replied, wrinkling his forehead.
He stepped closer to her.
âWhat happened?â Bobbi asked. âI was . . . well . . . worried.â
âMe too.â
She waited for him to say more, but his face fell into a thoughtful, faraway stare.
âSo what happened? I meanâyouâre okay?â
âI guess,â he said slowly. âMaybe a slight concussion. Thatâs what they said. Iâm supposed to go right home. I feel kind of funny.â
âOh.â She couldnât hide the disappointment from her voice. âI have a car,â she said. âCan I give you a lift?â
âYeah. That would be great. My parents are out of town. Actually, Iâm glad my mom wasnât at the game. She worries.â
âDo you feel kind of weird?â
âYeah.â He nodded. âKind of. You know, spacey.â
âIt looked so scary when you didnât get up,â Bobbi said, leading the way to her parentsâ Accord, which was parked around the front on the street. âWere you knocked out?â
âI guess.â He put a hand on her shoulder as if he needed to steady himself as he walked.
She slowed down. He waved to a couple of players from the team.
âDid it hurt?â she asked.
âNo. Not really.â
âAm I asking too many questions?â she asked.
He didnât reply.
Wow, this is sure going great, Bobbi thought unhappily. Iâm asking question after question, and heâs staring off into space. He can barely walk or even answer me.
They made their way in silence to the car. She unlocked the passenger door and held the door open as he slid into the front seat.
A few seconds later she started up the car and turned on the headlights. âI donât know where you live,â she said, turning to him, adjusting her shoulder seat belt.
âIt was like I was dead,â he replied.
She stared into his eyes. âHuh?â
âIt was like I was paralyzed or something. I couldnât get my body to move, to do anything.â He turned his eyes to the windshield. A group of kids crossed in front of the car. One of them tapped on the hood as he passed.
âChipâare you feeling okay? Should I call your parents or something?â she asked, feeling a stab of worry in the pit of her stomach.
âWell, arenât you wondering why I didnât pass the ball? Or hand it off?â he asked heatedly. âIsnât that what everyone wants to know?â
âThe doctor said you had a concussion, right?â Bobbi said, a little frightened. She started to pull awayfrom the curb, but he stopped her, placing his hand over hers. His hand was ice-cold.
âBefore I got the concussion,â he said, more quietly. âBefore. When I was playing. I wanted to throw the ball, but it was like I had no control. Like I was paralyzed or something. Just for that moment.â
âI donât understand,â Bobbi said, shaking her head.
Oncoming headlights filled the car with light. Bobbi and Chip both shielded their eyes. A car roared by filled with Shadyside kids, all the windows down, everyone singing along to a blaring radio.
âI couldnât hand it off either,â Chip said. She realized he was explaining it to himself. She wondered if he even cared whether she was in the car. âI
Chelle Bliss, Brenda Rothert